Saturday, May 21, 2011
end may soon.
1 more month to go and I'm outta my "comfort zone". i don't know if that's really my comfort zone but i know i will have to start a new once end June arrives. time flies. i never thought sch so gonna start that soon! but like i say time flies~
whatever is coming will comes. whatever is done is done.
1 and a half years not reading or studying, i felt a little rusty in there. I'm also a little nervous to get myself back in school and attend lesson. sigh. i hope i can put in my best and not give up in anyway.
life become kinda meaningless when everything calms down. haha i always want a simple life but actually that is not exciting at all. you won't feel the extreme kinda feelings when you did or achieve something. there's only one advantage here, that is less stress less problems.
don't know why when all things had settled down, i missed those hectic life. i feel im wasting my youth, not exploring enough, not bringing myself to plan, to make life more happening!
21 now is already not a kid uh. this is really saddening. where are my future?! angsty* but no one to blame but myself. :(
my dream now is to turn back 20years. i wanna start a new. create a me that has confident and is knowledgeable.
well, said so much... nothing can be done anw. only to make a difference now and create a better future right? sigh.
hate to be myself when i don't know what i really want.
Labels: thoughts that i hope i could amend.
My mind's unweaving/ 11:14 PM
