hee... what's with me...??

nono... its not me! its them! hahas..
see what they have done while webcaming with me! last time i very shy infront of webcam... i think its so weird to see each other in that small box! hahas
however... after these people keep making me used to webcam... i feel so comfortable webcaming with people. even i look so damn messy i think its okay. =X

sometimes webcam do helps to kill time and brighten up ur day. u see each other faces and u will tend to describe what he or she is doing and there's stupid topics to start off. hahas... and u will LAUGH at them doing some stupid action too. hahahas issn't it cute. =D

see.....
beatrice always say i look damn noob infront of my webcam. becoz i will go so near to my screen and my face will looked like retarded... -.-! thx HUh beat!




she is tired.... just yawn! can see? hahahas
stupid gal came home frm birthday party and still dnt wanna go bathe! never switch on ur com will kill u issit! haaas!



this is so awesome! hahahas.... they webcam with me at such random timing... i just bathe.. and i'm lying on my bed.... den they make me strip! so i stripped and let them SEE HAHAHAHS.. rmb beat!! and shilin! LOLX damn funni de.
thx for the cat women EYEs! hahas



this gal... hahas she can webcam with me the longest! always emphasize she got a pretty face... yet.... when come to webcam, she will complain her face like rotten... HAHAHAHS what nonsense.. you have a beautiful face okay.. don't keep saying.. the more u don't say the more pretty u will be =D

see she hide her face again. HAHAHas.. silly gal.


this one. chio...? hahas.. i think this is nice..
ehh.. gal, this pose is very near to your chio posing wor. hahas believe u can find your most chio pose!ok.
but i think cute and pretty still suit you best. =) don't act chio la. hahahahas... =X

Labels: webcamm

finally pics are up. :)

both outing falls on the same day. 28.08.09
that day was my only day FREE from work. so thats when i enjoy =D









i'm looking forward to the next one. be it a window shopping... lunch, dinner, movie, chill out, or even just a simple meet up to chit chat. i will be looking forward to that day! =))

what is interesting and fun to do during holidays? pls tell me.....

Labels: end of august.. aww..

I'm bored......

got many pics to upload... but
i lazy..

just now i typed a list of entry....and this stupid blogger.. i swear i hate blogger like mad now!!! every day give me shit... have been so tired like a dog at work... bored like hell now... and still giving me trouble when i wanna blog up my pics and stuff...... bahhhhhh!..

tml is the last day of the week... should say I'm happy becoz finally my busy week has come to an end..... however.... when i saw my next schedule.. i'm damn damnnnnnn....... sian.
only 2 days working schedule. some more i cannot make it on monday. driving. so left with a sat nite. bahhh... waste my time.

however if i think on the good side... i will have more free time to go out. to relax... to chill out with friends.... =)

sad to say... CHUA JIAT XING and felicia CHUA! both chua(s)!!!! has gone into the space! both so busy with work den forget abt me le...... bad gal.

as for beat and kaisin! sighh nxt week they start attachement and fypj... i bet they will wanna go out during their nite hours.... free for me?? i'm free on my weekdays.. free free freeeee!!?

yinglin... u asked me if nxt week will we still meet? YES! i can tell you now! i 'm freeeee to meet ! freeee to go cycle... freee to go drink! free to play majong freeee for shopping! HAHAHAHAHS.. lets set the date! =D

i also thought of going clubbing!
ppl!!!! who free? hahas i noe most of my clubbing mate are busy wif their sch now.. sadddd nvm i forgive ur. hahahahas ... i prefer weekdays.. yet they are free on weekends only. =(

okay.. nvm.. i will see how den... wed! ladies nite! come on... no one is on now..... =( go get free drinks go enjoy the atmosphere!! hee hee.....
i miss it too.

Labels: wat to do?

hey... lets try....
i got this from beatrice!!!! i thought it would be quite fun....
HOWEVER!!!...... (vivian) this name formed such weird phrase...
beat!!!!! anyhow sia.. hahahahas.. but i like my (tan wei hwan) heee...
just like me.. HAHAHAHAHas!

A : has a smile to die for
B : is a nerd at times
C : can kick ur butt
D : great friend
E : has beautiful eyes
F : wild and crazy
G : HOTT!
H : likes someone
I : best boyfriend or girlfriend
J : is really sweet
K : gorgeous
L : a good kisser
M : can be funny and dumb at times
N : easy to fall in love with
O: has one of the best personalities ever
P : popular with all types of people
Q : nice butt
R : gives good hugs
S : very open - minded
T : makes people laugh
U : is loved by everyone
V : not judgmental
W : very romantic
X : never let people tell you what to do
Y : very hot
Z : makes dating fun

and if you add up the equation to form my name, it would be . . .

V : not judgmental
I : best boyfriend or girlfriend
V : not judgmental
I : best boyfriend or girlfriend
A : has a smile to die for
N : easy to fall in love with

see the repeating phrases... funny eh.

T : makes people laugh
A : has a smile to die for
N : easy to fall in love with

W : very romantic
E : has beautiful eyes
I : best boyfriend or girlfriend

H : likes someone
W : very romantic
A : has a smile to die for
N : easy to fall in love with

tan wei hwan rockx! HAHAHAHAHas!

Labels: beatrice lame post... hee

omg... i tell u all something....... tat is....
its so long since i blog..!

am i right? hahas.. yes.. i know but.... i don't have the mood to blog arh..

was too busy with THINGS! AND STILL THINGS! ONLY RECENTLY... I START TO CHIONG MY WORK. i think its my 1st time in my 2 and the half yr.... working in sushi tei for 5days straight in a week. hahas... omg.... 1st time. see how "hardworking" i am la.. hahas i always put areoplane... sigh.. feel soo bad oso.. y don't i have the uged to work! sigh.. bt i noe now i need $... i will not put areoplane... however... i think i still havent stop giving problem to my punch card.... hahas noe y i say that?
see.. is either i don't turn up... so my punch card wont be punched when there's supposed to be date status there..... or......... i will give problem to the card again WHEN I CAME LATE.... SIGHHH.. i dnt have the urged sia.... nowadays i will either late for 5mins or even 20mins! omg... i can go kill myself bah.. i think.

BUT BUT...... i know i have been spending.. like 3 digits recently... i cannot affort to not earn back all. sooooo i told myself *today just started* =P
i cannot late for work again!!!...

sometimes.. i just take things for granted.. never think of the after... always want to do something and i will JUST DO.. as long as i like it. i tink i need to have a different mindset la. if not i dont think i will see bright future. hahas.

yes tan wei hwan! u cannot be so irresponsible! must have the responsiblility for everything i do OKAY!!!!!!!
recently after the D&D i feel that sushi tei can be my second home. y?
becoz...... i feel so bored staying at home..... better to work and chat with the people there then to stay at home and rot..... right right?! yes i agree.. hahaha!..

still... sometimes words can make a person change their facial expression. soo.. must becareful of the words i said. dnt like fakers and i'm not one too. sooooo.. watever i heard.. will be out the next sec. =) smile is the best medicine to cure all the evil words hahas..

k la.. i blog until very xin ku.. dntnoe what to write.. tell your my thoughts... my recent life... yes.. tats all...lazy to talk in details..

my
MONDAY- SUSHI TEI D&D.
TUESDAY- WORKING IN SUSHI TEI.. SPILT. WENT TO HAVE A HAIRCUT.... YET GIVING ME A LAST MINUTE BOOM. roy gave my hair some dye again.. hmmm... ok lo. not so special as b4.
WED- WORKING... NOON. 12-5PM.....
THURSDAY- DRIVING... WORKING...*sorry.. cancel the clubbing @ play. other day? sorry...
FRIDAY- MEETING YL... CYCLING.ECP.. HOPE ITS NOT GONNA BE A BORING ONE... OR ESLE... I WILL REGRET... yah..HAHAS..
SAT- MARKET.. WORKING...
SUN- MARKET ... WORKING....
THIS IS MY WHOLE WEEK SCHEDULE....

next week will be more things i guess...

Labels: working daz

this is a post....
specially written for this girl... who is she?
hahas lets check it out! =D

on this special day..........
there's this special girl who came to this world...
slowly.... be patient!
things are cuming out soon! =D

soooo... what date is it?
its no other den........
24-08-90!
but..... this was done for the day 24-08-90! =))

yes... she is.....


it started off with.........


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.........
.........................
and one of the page is this sweet &......hahas... pretty? hahahahas


coming to an end....... i hereby.... wish this girl a ......


thats all??
yea can say so....
its coming to an end of 24.08.09.........
must be so anxious why still no sms... y still not wishes.... y y y y y y yyy..??
so angry... yet sad.... can't contact can't find.... dying soon.......

just before the last hour to 25.08.09.. someone finally called her. .....
still angry... still having the anger inside her....
but her looking forward for this special day cooled her anger... and decided to meet this poor thing sole... rushing out everything since Friday night.... =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY : AMANDA........... =))

THIS is specially for you... hope you like it.... although.... i made you worried...
caused you to have second thoughts..... a lot a lot... don't know how to start... how to end it too... but it is because you are YOU....
everything seems to be a little more special... i can only say there's always you so there's hwan... =))
hope you will have a happy life.. have the most caring and loving partner...
no matter what there's always me to be there for you.

Smile :)
<3
take care girl...

Labels: this special day 240809

am i doing the right thing? i dntnoe ... really don't know...

sorry... bt i thought this will help. sigh... pls forgive me...

my legs hurts... i need a break. i wan my brain washed......
clean and clear...

勉强是不会幸福的。gwen i rmb ur words. 是你的就是你的。

Labels: if i can i will.

moody.......

not becoz of one reason..
but a few 1..2..3...4....

sighh.. dnt feel like naming it out.
well i know i just mention to someone this. worries and confusion do occur everyday. we just have to solve it, or ignore it and forget about it. dnt keep it too long. it hurts! yah i agree.... right now. i'm a little confuse about some dinner to attend or not. arggg..

i hate last min back out too. bt i also hate to pretend. its an agony.
haiz. i guess.......... watever comes to me is what i have to face it. no way to run away.

hopefully everything will be fine. *scared

end of my IPP. had my 70% rest the past 4days. still looking forward for more enjoyments, more outings.. more working days and more rest. =)

today i went RP. must be asking WHY!?!
don't know.
maybe i got nothing to do. i wanna go find my RP friends.. i wanna go explore RP again. i wanna crash ppl lesson. hahas
meet YL at 9. i was a little late.
we took the circle line to bishan. however! we are so engrossed in our conversation until we took the train toward Dhoby ghaut. -.-! wat a waste of our time! wasted almost 40mins. damn cool -.-!

reached RP at 10.30am?
walked toward my fren block. W6. such coincidence!!! i met my sec sch junior and sch mate. wahh this world is really small. also met NAT! hahas she was shocked to see me. hahas i dntnoe the facial expression she gave me at that moment issit STUNNED or..... "WTH... why are u HERE!" hahas. i was confused by her unique facial expression. haas.

in that 1 and half hour time... i meet 3 new frens. :) it was a random one actually. we went into that classroom at level 4 and everyone wasn't in there.
then... happen to see this gal. sitting near to the door. so 1st thing yl n me did was..... "HI! how are u!" hi, whats your name?! hahahahs... wanting to make the atmosphere not so sian and weird. However.... we are over friendly and chatted with her! hahahas so her name is wendy. she was feeling uneasy at 1st. bt we kept disturb her. untillllll.... she joined us with those lame jokes... and laughing away when we cracked stupid jokes with her. hahas was fun.

next! is a girl call jesmine. ermmm its one my fren's fren...chatted with her thru webcam! gosh.. was trying to disturb her only.. and asked her over during the 2 hours break time. so she promised me to come over to meet us. hahas!

another girl who is sitting beside me. i forgot her name. yet i was trying to chat with nat using her lappy! she is sort of cute when i see her trying to repair her keyboard. omg... i think she spent the whole java lesson doing that 3 key buttons la. hahas sorry forgotten her name. maybe if got chance i will see her in facebook ba.

its so amazing! in less den 2hours i meet 3 new frens... i saw old frens too... i even attend a lesson! was untimate COOL! sigh... all my frens whom i wanted to look for wasn't around! only managed to meet Peachy =) thx for walking me around RP hahas i shall bring you around NYP if u are coming.okay? =)

left RP at 2pm? see Hwa and fren sent me n yl to the riverside rd Bus stop. hahas thx! seeHwa! so long no see.... u grown up le HUH! hahahahahs =D

left RP toward Orchard RD. had a long day out there! hmmmmmm.... was trying to look for my shoes. walked all the way from ION to wheelock to shaw to tangs to taka to parogon to cine to PS! omg.... i explored the whole orchard.... finally went into this shop "SUperStar" at cine. hahahahs i sgot my shoes there. got 2 pairs of shoes. :)

ytd... i brought 2 shirts... last friday, i brought 2 pair of slippers. hmmmm did notice? i buy all in pairs! hahas all come in 2! soon... is my berms and tee! =D cannot wait hahas

ok i'm tired! shall end off. more to blog. stay tune...

Labels: i'm confused.

END END enddddddddddddddddddddd....

end of my IPP. means here is my holidays! YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!

i got this mix feeling. i miss DBS. hahas
i guess RIGHT NOW. most of the IPP student are celebrating like crazy! soo excited so crazy over 14 AUG. becoz its the last day of our attachment. hahas

i dont noe wat to say. happy yet feeling so bored and aimless. maybe i need to find some passtime to kill my time. other den driving and working.... i should learn something new. what????? design skills? IT skills? or ....... wat? havent been thinking of the things i wanted to do and get.

read my old post. 25 may 09. its my 1st day of attachment. and today 14 aug...... my last day of attachment! WAHHHHh damn fast. 3 months gone!

during this 3 months i learned a lot. many more things to catch up. many many more. ha...
i'm so bored. maybe i shall just take a 2 days break before i start to plan again and get myself stable down.
right now............. i have nothing much to add on.

got 2 things in my mind now.
1st! i just wanna plan my shopping list!
2nd...... i wish to recieve a warm hugx, i'm feeling so tensed. sigh..

Labels: sTARE AND DREAM

Thursday@ Clarke Quay.....
Clinic~

Labels: i wonder......... *hungry now.

heyyy beat n kaisin!

goooood luck for your presentation! i know you all have been working damn hard... every time when comes to projects we will tend to go crazy... become emo.... lack of our beauty sleep.. no matter what we still manage to get through all the craziest things we encounter. =) tml is the final lap to go, JIAYOU!
hope you all can present well!

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i'm pissed! irritated.
skipped lunch break. stayed in office and finished up that dumb report. #.# kp.....


having weird tummy ache. ouchhh... =( pain... shagged. blank.

Labels: end of 3 AUG.

3Aug09
Monday...........
10.11am.

viviantanweihwan is in a monday blue mood.

FUCK that SHIT!
feel like kicking, slapping, shouting, screamingggggggg...
arrrrhhhhhhhhh! damn SICK.

Labels: fucking moody~ CB