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HEEEE! i'm falling in love with web cam! hahas... i know i slow la. but its my 1st? 2nd time web cam with my FRIENDSSSSS ma. ;D


Had fun last night with shilin, n beat.
I think that its soooo much easier to video call, as i can hear and see them! =D cool

Yet stupid jiat xing! dnt want web cam with me. still.... say i look like monkey! you den XINGXING la. HAHAHas we will web cam again ok! i wannnnnnnnnt to complete my driving lesson ASAP! i want to drive out with a approval licence!



see... all our pretty faces. and CUTE FACES. hahas *Right Right???!!!

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Labels: A guy name - Ng Wei Jie

HELL LOW! :)




i rmb i still haven't ans the previous post question. hahas

"A dead sheep below a Tree, 2 birds on tree 1 male 1 female.

Female bird said Something to the Male. And made him very Horny!

WHAT DID SHE SAID?? "



heh hehe!!! erm a bit pervert. but when i 1st heard of it. i did LAUGH la. hahas!

下面"羊"死 LE!! HAHAHA!



OKAY... i'm so bored. i got no idea what i can do within this 3 weeks. my time are limited. Cannot do my personal stuff before 6pm! complain complain....* code an e.g. i need to collect my laptops. i can only go down before 5pm. stupid la. i will have to scarifies my lunch time to travel all the way to Henderson Rd and collect it. na na!......

Feel so stress when i have limited hours to travel all the way to Henderson Rd to collect my lappy(s). at the same time excited to have my NEW laptop! heee.... soooooo soooooo sooooo happy! cannot wait to go home and start exploring it. hahas

SIAN. I WANT TO DIE.
HAHA! NOW ITS 5.16PM.... SIGNNN

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"Eh walao u know right. i was at NTUC just now. then i Queue up to buy drink. then this AhMa infront of me super random ask me call her Ah Ma. i call lo. Then lter she call me Grand-daughter. i was like =.=!!! thenwhen her turn to pay. She run away! then the cashier charge her things to my bill. Sian. Then i dont noe what to do. aiya just chase her. den i saw her entering this lift. i chiong there then before lift door close, i manage to pull her leg! JUST LIKE HOW i'm pulling your leg NOW! HAHA :D"

Laugh out Loud!!!

all thanks to LEE KAISIN! HAHAHas.. early in the morning i received this msg from her.
stupid.... i was waiting for lift some more! so many ppl! yet after i saw this SMS, i smile like an idiot! hahahs...... however, this msg make my day somehow! hahahas i'll tell you WHY! :D

usually when i forward such lame SMS to friends... i will only receive from a few standard "hyper receiver" hahas they will reply me to say i'm lame! today is a different story! 75% replied! and.....
i was being shoooooot until very jiat LAt. see those comments from my "hao peng you" arhhh! so nice to me LOR! replied:

".........." y dots me? hahahas... i dnt like pokerdots!!! : D
"DUmb LA" Huh.... i dumb? or you? hahahahahas is you kanna trick eh. : D
"damn It" damn it? anything spoiled? i din spoil the lift eh HAHAHAs
"Lameeeee LA" HUH! i never broke the ah ma Leg wor! dnt anyhow sia! LOLX!
"You are SUPERRRR Random!" erm... i'm not Super Random! i'm vivian TAN
"WEIHWAN! i feel like going to "NYP" and bash you UP!...." i'm at DBS tower 1 la hahas! jiahui you are so cute lo!!! hahahahahas
"WALAO! you wait!! i will pull your leg when i see you next time! HAHA!" weilong! i will wait! but your leg longer!!! i can easily pull yours too! =D
"wthhh, you got nth to do Uh!?" =.=! JiaJun!!! i got alot of things to do eh! like LOTSSSSSS okay! =D hahahahas
"WHO are YOU?" Good question!! i'm just a sender! no need to keep my contact in your contact list!!! forever i will receive this from the same people. hahas used to it... until i give up in replying who i am. -.-
"You send to the wrong person?"/ "i think you send wrongly le" HAHAHS... hallo! i'm sending this msg as a JOKE! not asking anyone to rescue me lah! i think......... you never finishing reading the msg right! must be la! lazy bum... hahahahahaha!

LOLx.... now you know how we youngster reply sure Interesting SMS! hahahahahs.. common la.
another group of ppl received this sms from me. they are more senior people. HAHAHAHAS my DBS colleagues. GUESS What are their reaction to this sms. I'm like WTHHH..... hahas really generation gaps? hahas they don't understand what i mean sia! HAHAHAHAHAHS ended up i explained to them. OMG... I'm verbally making them laugh la.

Got a few only read the SMS when we are having Meeting. THEN she was sitting just beside me. and she replied my sms "Who r u." standard ans. hahas. soooo i turn to her and told her its me.=D smiling
Den she took sometime to absorb my reply and she says" ohh.. that msg is a JOKE arh?" =.=! HAHAHAHAHAHAS! i wanted to LAUGH ardy.... but in meeting arh. cannot so hold on to it.... SWOLLOW MY LAUGHTER AND REPLIED HER.
"YAH, ITS A JOKE." GOSHHHHH HAHAHAHAHAS! really at different frequency ma?

whole morning since i stepped into office then meeting room and back to my seats again, i never stop recieving more n more replies about the SMS i forward this morning. =D now its 2.40pm! can you imagine....... whole morning i keep replying sms. My Boss talk n talk but i keep pressing and pressing. LOLX i can be the boss for typing SMS. HAHAHAS

To conclude.
there's a question open to all of you. please answer if you know the answer! thanks!!
"A dead sheep below a Tree,
2 birds on tree 1 male 1 female.
Female bird said Something to the Male.
And made him very Horny!
WHAT DID SHE SAID??

*its in chinese* sorry for non-chinese.... but i will reveal the ANSWER on the next post :)

Labels: Funniest FRIDAY Morning :)

today! i made a very very very random decision. that's getting myself a new laptop.

1st of all. i would like to thx ZY for helping me to send my lappy to the service center! thxthx! i will treat u nice nice food when i see u again ok! hahas although my LCD cannot go under warranty bt i still need to thx you for helping out. =)) sighh... lapppy LCD need to pay 400 to repair. asked around..... consider again n again..... decided to look at the new models lappy from fujitsu. school selling at a lower price. i thought it is more worth to get from sch again! =) just randomly went to sch inspiration.nyp.edu.sg and look out for the different models lappy. anddddd i lilke a few model. so was trying to buy from online. i WANTED to TEST OUT only. yet the order form is submitted to the center for purchase. OMG.. i din expect them to call me within an hour or so. hahas

the sale person asked me if i order fujitsu lappy. i din hesitate much and made the decision! aahahs i think i'm crazy! i say yes.. and confirm that lappy is what i wan. total is 1645 bucks ZZZZ where to get the $. i never think of it and proceed the purchase. i'm seriously crazyyyyy.
they will notice me again about the payment and stuff. hahas!!!!!!

another thing is i went to book a few more slot for my driving practical. cost me another 220bucks. wahhhh... i'm spending like water tap ardy. i think i'm serious about choinging my work this coming august, sept and Oct. hahas i need to pay a lot a lot of things =( just lappy itself cost 1600! and booking of lesson for driving another 1000! $ can drop from the sky??

recently i planned to do and buy many things. i aim to get a lot of things done by end of this year. i hope what i planned now will not gone to waste. =)

okok.. my lappy left with 35%....... stupid batt cannot last more den 2 hours!!! i want back my laptop!!!!!

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!!!!!!!! zz/oT/og !!!!!!!!!!!!
Eclipse Day! =D

dumb.... i forgot what i wanna post alrdy. stupid

but i noe when i step out of my house ard.....8.35am, i feel the whole world like going to come to an end. oppps. not to be mean. but i feel different and the sky issn't like normal rainy weather. somehow feel so close to the sky. HAHAS.

i know the weather will change but i din expect to rain!

so when i reached tanjong pagar MRT, no umbrella to cross the road. sighh.. looking at my watch, i noe i will be even later if i dnt cross. so wore my blazer and cross the road without any shelther. hahahs everyone who managed to cross the road confirm holding an umbrella. only ME! hahas just then someone from my back walk up to me and shared his Umbrella. hahas nice guy. i bet he is also an intern from some poly. can see from his face. hahas yet he is gentleman enough to approach me and ask to share his umbrella. so nice right! he is working next to my building only so.... hopfully i can still bump into him within this 3 weeks hahas. make frens also good wat! =)

special day must have special things happening ma. however nth interesting happened leh. HAHA

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haha what the!....
always blog half way and fall aslp. =.=! retarded sia.
i still cannot rmb last night i click on "Publish Post" stupid like a fool........HA HA!

(TUESDAY)~
MANY MANY MANY...

many things to do.
many things havent do.
many things don't know how to do.

many many manyyyyy....

many things to vex about..
many things to worry about..
many things to decide!!!!!! arrrrhhhhh... when can i make up my mind and decide what are the right things to do.

sigh.. feel so low graded. i know its not right to compare. but but... when u compare u will see the differences in you and others. thats when you should improve yourself. many thoughts....!~

after work.
went dinner with JiatXing today.
i simply love eating with her. there's not a need to crack my head on what to eat... not a need to feel uneasy when outing with her. we will talk anything under the SUN! hahas everything is good about her.... except .....i can't think of any negative attitudes that irritates me. omg... cannot be de wat! HAHHAHAHAS... seriously i cannot think of anything that i dislike about her. sorry..... jx dnt let your head grow bigger ok! must be humble like what i've told you. everything will be okay when you are humble. hahas :)

dinner at Out of Pan. not bad. 2nd crep at 44cents! only for Citi Bank Credit card. omg cheap until i save a hole in my pocket. hahas. walked around Marine Sq and was looking for some formal tops and jx still cannot find her bottom. =( hahahas who ask you so small size, need to alter your pants hehehe.
i know you love to eat with me. coz i will never stop you from eating. =D i will do the research on the buffet place you wanted. look forward okay! i also cannot wait to finish up my driving lesson and take my test ASAP! no worries by next yr DIE DIE also will drive out to have dinner or supper! hehe hehe!!

i wanna chiong work after 14 Aug. i will CHIONG allllllll the way! hahas wanna earn more n more n more....... many NEEDS AND MANY WANTS.... jiayou twh!!!~

i want to change and get myself a REAL MYSELF.
future!~ i want to plan far...... cannot affort to waste every single second.
Although its a little late bt never too Late. :)

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WHAT A FRIDAY OUTING!!! :D
FUN - LAUGHTER - CRAZINESS!!! LOLX
ITS JUST A SIMPLE dinner YET TURN OUT TO BE A HAPPY ONE! :)

well. thanks to FRIENDS.... hehehes.. why call FRIENDS? because they are my FRIENDS what.! DUH! HAHAHAHas....
It started off with a mood swing, another emo, me frustrated and one more big head de......
nth comes in my mind of what we can eat. only know we are to eat jap, not Chinese food and western is boring. decided to alight at Orchard. TOWN.... yup.

took us sometime to settle down. ended up went Sushi Tei at Paragon. wah........ no feel yet when i started flipping the menu...... there's lots n lots of food i wanted to order. hahas Q was long. so SOMEONE started to play with IPhone! hmph! stupid gal... dnt let me play hahahahs.. ^.^
lame around and soon is our turn to go in. place order. chit chat. many many for us to catch up.
laughter as usually. Beat will stare at me Forever.... kaisin will left with half not finished. FOREVER..... Shilin will give me the Stun yet ignorance look. At TIMes HAHAHAAHS... only me la. give everyone the Stupid face ..... FOREVER!!

its about 9pm walked to P.S. Beat sent Shilin home and back to meet us. still manged to bear with the heels i'm wearing. until........ after some chill out back at Orchard Rd. we slack outside Taka. and ............. after mid night! stupid!!... my heel damn irritating. wanna get slipper bt no where to buy. i just feel like taking out my whole formal attire! HAHAS if only i'm at home.... sighhh..

loiter around..... walked to center point. and stupid kaisin keep wanna let herself fall sick! crazy ass.... just tak MC and u wont have to turn up for work what!!!! dumbdumb.. sat at the stair for quite awhile b4 we took cab back home.

we did this whenever we are cabbing together after Midnight. hahas tactic to learn ok! hee
"Uncle, 30Bucks can fetch us to Boon Keng, AMK, Woodlands???? we only left with this much.... Uncle can fetch ma??" HAHAHAHS goooood words ok! give uncle an amt and ask him to fetch us HOME. well maybe we might not know how much will be the cab fares, but we can let uncle not delay our precious time back home. and also........ we might simply save a few more dollars or even more den 10 bucks if the distance is much more further.

Friday 17/07/09
its a long day out there for me...... leave home early and came back home Late.... wah.......... sweet dreams after bathe... :)

NICE pics took by US! -FRIENDS-

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OT-OT-OT-OTTTTTTTTT!!!!

BUSY~

working seems fun to me now :D
HAHAS... surprise to hear this? I'm shocked to feel this way too. hehehe!
maybe is because i enjoy planning and organising events :))

somehow what I'm studying is not related to what I'm doing now. MUCH MORE FLEXIBLE!! how to phrase it. hmmmmmmm its like, i don't need to research on how to do coding, there isn't any programming to do. what i need to do is to help out in organising DBS Global Trade Services seminar events and updating monthly reports. hahas.. can i say i'm lucky to be post to this department? People there are kind enough to forgive my sotong-ness. Other then being more alert and a little stress at times, i find it interesting to organise event every month. =D its thrilling and FUN. hahas i get to really experience how to plan, place order, keep stocks, send mails, consolidate guest list, making sure everything will go according to the agenda. Lastly do an analysis for the feedback forms.

Although it's tiring, the efforts we put in will gain us satisfaction at the end of the day. working together seems FUN hahas. hardly we get to see our big bosses doing PAPER SLOTTING with this group of youngest (all the interns in this dept) so cute de lo. today straight after lunch, is kind of rushing .......all the way till 7.30pm. big bosses actually help out in slotting 300 sets of presentation materials into folders just because we are rushing for tml's event. running here and there *with heels some more -.-! pain arh...... but no choice... efficiency is IMPT!

I'm supposed to end work at 6.15pm yet this whole week, i never leave the office on the dot. i will have to stay back all the time till at most 6.45pm or even on Tuesday i leave office at 8pm. sad to say NO OT pay for US!! =( but is okay hahas I'm willing to stay back. =D after all i gained working experiences. worth it worth it.

1 more month left and my IPP will come to an end. should i feel excited over it? kind of miss sitting at my BIG BOSS SEATs hahas really is big boss table and chairs okay. HAHAS lucky right? sighh... no more 700 coming into my bank every month le. Sushi Tei also stop working seen i started IPP. will feel weird when i go back ahh.. :( hopefully i'm in good mood when i return or else.......... hahas things will be kind of F up if i make mistakes. how how how...... 2 months nv go work alreadyyyyyyy!

no matter what, i still need to work! income is impt to me. hahas i still planning to go overseas eh! hmmmmm....... saving is impt now! hahas doubt i will save. >.<

updateupdate..
PEI YU's mini birthday celebration in DBS.
Tml's Trade event in DBS.
Also tml's meet up with Beibeess hahas... still ON?? hope there isn't any last minute back up. =) if not......... i will go eat popeye alone le.. haha pity me leh. HAHAHAHS

tml need to reach office by 7.45am! Cool! Another early morning to work. FORMAL eh. even its FRIDAY. Zaaaaa.....
BUTBUTBUT..... i can have good Breadfast and tea break! HAHAHAS...
Ciao.~

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aiyyyyyy....

what to plan?
HA. so blank throughout the entire day.
other den work n work... i really dntnoe what excite me anymore.

woke up. late. lethargic.
travel to work is so dreadful for me everyday. sigh.

long day at work. i'm working from 9am all the way till 8pm for today.
never stop to even go toilet. :( very busy... not even a spare time for me to think of anything. so i just spent my time doing work n work n still work!

left the office yet..... i feel blank while walking toward the MRT.
nth goes into my brain.
step out of the building. i can only see street lights. and car's hazard light. wah den i know half of my day gone just like that. hmmm left a few hours to do the things i want.
never rush, slowly i walked home. reached home. rest for awhile and headed for light jog. feel better after jogging. hahas always feel fresher after perspire. :)

yup my day is about to end. whenever i sit in front of my com, my mind will run wild. many thoughts run about my big brain! chat online seem to kill my time. so i will learn to approach frens and start a conversation! i never do that unless i got things to enquire them. now i should learn to be more befriend and be initiative. :))

learn to pick n go. that's what I'm picking up everyday. working life.

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HAHAS...
its MONday again. i dnt feel anything other den...... a little excited about planning a trip to Taiwan with friendssssss hahahas.. when when.. actually its on sept 30th. wahhhhh i can go ma??? i wan to go.... but stupid JJ planned a 2 weeks back packed trip to Taiwan... i wan to go shopping la.. not go there back packed! and he nv book hotel. nv even pay for baggage fees la. -.-! thinking how he going to survive without bringing enough clothes there! ZZZ but but I'm excited to join them. coz kind of cheap to fly there n fly back. and i can explore Y NOT?! hee.. can experience ma. some more i nv go Taiwan b4! COOOL will consider de!
one thing! JJ n his fren going. den if i join. will be the ONLY gal??! dnt wan eh.... got anyone willing to join us? hahas i nv intend to go for 2 whole weeks. maybe jus join them for 1 week? go see see n play play n eat eat n shop shop lo. $$ have to spend wisely lo. hahas anyway we are there to explore Taiwan, not really shopping. still considering la. anyone???? hahahas

alright, meet LOW yl for dinner.
wah, kind of miss her LOL. that night never get to really chat with her. she was in a rush to go home. tskkk someone more impt ma.! hahas
this time round although we don't have the whole night to catch up. However, 2 hours of chit chatting is enough to pull in the distance we had neglected. hahas. i wanted to meet her last week. BUT this stupid gal said in order to meet her, i will have to book 2 days in advance =.=! wth!!! sooo i went to make this appointment 3days in advance! HAHAHS

dinner at PS. foooood wasn't that fantastic Ahhhh shld have went to Lao Bei Jing instead. =p
hahas.. welllll. YL! did u notice???! we never stop talking since i meet u at outram MRT all the way until u leave for your train back to PP! lolx we really miss out a lot since sec1? or rather p6! omg. how can we not contact since .......... yrs ago. haiz regret regret. hahahahas i know i'm busy.. never take the initiative to contact u.... hahas SORRRY! u oso la. approach me ma! use ur tactic on me! LOL. WHO KNOWS what will happen next. ha ha ha!!!

alright short outing though. we shall catch up again. more outing. i know both of us just can't wait for august 14!! oh MAN! i cannot wait!!!! lets do what we wanna do! HEHEHE! but action are to be taken care of. LOLX sound so secretive. actually its nothing special at all. just pay a visit to some place la. dumb ass. :D

pics... all looked so dull. coz we don't know what to pose! look like retards bt STILL CUTE. not ma? HAHAHAS i'm so bhb. :P





i like this^ hahas so nice.

i wan to eat my Popeye! haiz..... stupid. hahas. when sia. anyone wanna bring me goooooo?!
Popeye the sailor man!~ pupu!~
HAHAHaHAS

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hello.
finally there's pics.
so long nv take pics with "them" my beibees le hahahas.

see how cute we can be?! when there's the 3 of us... we will nv stop taking pics and laughing like mad. hahas
i missssss it somehow. anw!!! this time round not only 3 of us.. bt shilin the bossss, joined us. hahas she really laugh at anything i said! or do or react. so funnny meh? ! HAHAS bt i noe i am funny HAHHAAHAHS =P

friday!
meet up due to me wanting to get some materials. stupid ended up get something so different from what i wanted. still, i get something that can be used for some other uses. =) soooo.... hopefully what i want to do is successful! hahas i love it.. cannot wait to hands on le.! heee

decided to go bugis..... bt last min changes to TOWN hahas.. there's reason for it anw. =)
town is big enough for us to make a big walk from one corner to another corner. hahas.

1st we went to get my stuffs. next will be to fill up our tummy ! =D
promised to treat when i get my 1st pay. so Xing Wan was suggested by Beat Lee! =)
ate until my tummy so hard HAHAS... ordered only the pork rib hor fun. andddddd i'm so full!
okok.. its time to leave cine. and we walked to Parogon. damn... hahahs i tot end at 10pm!! bt reached there 9.35pm allll lights off. =S feeling damn irritated, dontnoe wat to do... bt walked up n down to see if i can still dump into.. almost give up and Then! i recieved a call. mood changed somehow. like "OHHHHH" my god! i recieved a call! hahas.. i even run towards beat and ask her to come back. she n shilin was about to leave..... THANKS so much cuties! =) i was out of mind when i recieved that call hahahas. coz i noe i will not go back home disappointed. :)

1st thing came to my mind is.... we have been walking up n down wisma.. yet i nv even go in n take a look. hahas thx to beat =P kidding** i noe u are helpful enough to tell me the location. i appreciate it... :)
i dont noe wat to say.. bt just walk... i'm so no sense hahas.. i need to take 2 sec later to react anything that came into my big brain. slow...... yeahhhhhh thats me. NooBer me. hahas

home sweet home after an hour later. tired yet wanna use my com. pics are waiting for me to touch them heee...
still fallen a slp..!~

picsss for display~ hahahs.. enjoy.. more bt cannot upload. maybe go to my facebook? there are more =D

beat n me are trying to smile :)



cute as ever. HA HA

dearest kaisin!


beloved beatrice!


sooooo..... weekends... bored?! yeah i'm bored
just 2 hours ago, i had this little conversation with these cuties. hahas wan their name big big on my blog. okok just a moment ok! will do so! :D

thanks so much so much so soooo much! i love you guys.. :)
for kaisin!>>
girl! u noe wat.... follow what u think is right! dnt xin ruan! not worth it!!! come on.. use ur girl power! u can do it de!... give a break? maybe things will have a little change after sometimes.. we need to have a distance in order to treasure each other more. :)

haiz.. feel so sorry for u. NVM!!!!
i will bring u out this friday. same goes to BEAT!! okok! i wan all of us to go n have our happy hours OKAY! wat u wan to do no one can stop us. rmb that.... its going to be a day when we are to do what we like. drink drank drunk.. eat ate n still eat. hahas... play... play n STILL PLAY. snap snappp... SNAP! :)
Tan ShiLin!!!! omg... can see your big name! hahas dumbdumb! dnt say i never mention about u! hahas.. ur name so big le! got feel so happy?! got wanna give me a MUACKS hee HAHAHAHS!
follow by beatttt! BEATRICEE LEEE! OMGOMG.. CAN SEE?? hug u!!! hahahas.. dnt run away hUh! heee... thankss:)
LEE KAISIN! CHEEER UP! I MISS YOUR LAUGHTER TOO! FRIDAY FRIDAYFRIDAY!! OKOK.. BU JIAN BU SHAN.

I WILL END HERE. tired. update again okok!

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It hurts when someone Knock You Down.

I never thought I'd... be in love like this
When I look at you my mind goes on a trip
And you came in... and knocked me on my face
Feels like in I'm a race
But I... already won first place

I never thought I'd... fall for you as hard as I did(As hard as I did, yeah)
You got me thinkin' about our life, house and kids (yeah)
Every morning I look at you and smile
Cause ... you came around and you knocked me down... knocked me down

Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down).........

I've never thought I
Would hear myself say (ooh)
Ya'll gon head
I think I'm gonna kick it with my girl today (Kick it with my girl today)
I used to be commander and chief
Of my pimp ship flyin' high (flyin' high)
Til I met this pretty little missle, that shot me out the sky (ohhh shot me out the sky)

(Hey) Till now I'm crashin, I don't know how it happened
But I know it feels so damn good
Said if I could go back, and make it happen faster
Don't you know I would baby if I could
Miss independent (ohh, to the fullest), the load never to much, she helpin me pull it
She shot the bullet that ended that life
I swear to you the pimp in me just died tonight.............. ....................... ....

Won't see it coming when it happens
But when it happens you're gonna feel it, let me tell you now
You see when love come and knocks you down (ohh)

why must there be part 2..... issn't it good to end it off just like that........ sigh :(

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wedenesday!
Ha Ha..
days are getting more n more boring. work load are getting more and more complex. my life seems to be Less happening. many plans yet no time to do it. hate to rush. wish to be free.


hate hate hate....

cannot think cannot think lah!!!. stupid stupid STUPID! haiz.
wanted to hold myself back yet still having stupid thoughts... dumbAss

feel so helpless. can hear can see cannot be there.
arggg.. why i am what i am now. if only i'm not born to be what i am now. i will want to have a change in my life.

freak. so sad so sad. infuture just don't tell me what is going on. Run away is the best solution.
i think it is the best solution. hopefully. sigh. argggg.....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i want to go n scream out my heart. wan to go n run until i dry up. wan to just brain wash my irritating thoughts. haiz. helpless is the worst thing on earth. i don't noe what to say. but if ignore will it be the best medicine for me now.? wat a difficult qus to ans.

how to? teach me ..if you nv mention him, i will not noe and i will not think and i will not feel heart pain. argggg....... xin heng dong.. heng donggg ahh.. =( hai yi wei wo neng bu li ni. hui jing li qu zhuo wo neng zhuo de. ke shi wo fang bu xia!!! cheeeeeby. argggg!!! fcukkk wo zai chi cu arhhhhhhhhhh.ben dan! haiz.. ni dong ma. :( wo yao ni zai wo shen bian. wo yao pei ni, wo yao ni yong yuan su yu wo de, neng mei tian bao zhen ni. bu yong ren he ren de reng dong. ni jiu shi wo de. mei yong de hwanhwan. rubbish yi ge! arggg!!

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HA! hmmm... why this pic? must be questioning???

hahahas.. its someone wish to see this right now. or maybe someone just want the nice breeze to blow by that person. hahas out of no where i just have this feel to draw this beach pic. hmmmm aeroplane is kind of last min added in. hahas bt still fit in just nice arh? =)

MSN draw de. quite hard to find nice colour. hahas.. should have drew it in paint.

WELL, its to make someone feel happier. hopefully it did. don't need to know who. just wish u don't mooooody le lo.

~ i wan to drawwww...... miss drawing. what are the benefit of drawing arh? still finding the purpose of drawing. i draw when i'm bored when i'm down. when i have something i want to present, so i draw. but issit possible to earn me a living? still having a question mark up there. HA...

ok. comments are most welcome. :) can't wait to get my payyyyy!

Labels: drawing makes me feel happier

ehhhh..... haven't update for sometime arh.
i need to update LIKE NOW!.... or else, i will forget what i did on friday....Sat... and EVEN SUN!
old le.... everything just come and go. hmmmmm....
before i start....
suddenly think of if i should write my Friday's and Sat's post on the Actual date itself???? like wat someone just "NOOB" me about it? hahahahahs.. see how bah. i lazy to make those date changes eh..... maybe the next time bah. still like to write all in one post. HAHA!

FRIDAY~
simple outing with my Sec Sch Friends at Bugis(Gguides and classmate n guides+classmates's fren!HAHA).~jiazhi- stupid you, so hard to explain how i get to know you. coz i know you through so many friends of mine! like so MANY LINK-LINK..... HAHAHas.

after work, went to meet Jiat Xing, that dumbdumb hahas.
She arhhhhh! Never tell me where exactly to meet her la. LOL she said meet at City Hall MRT. wahhhhh and i COULD only rmb to meet her at CITY HALL MRT! soooo i went all the way up to the control station and TAP my card out!!! just when i tap out, i called JX! ask her where is she already, and she says, she is at.......blablabla...."Platform"! HUh??! not control station???? arhhhhhh! dumbdumb!! I FORGOT ABOUT GOING TO BUGIS..... WHY I TAP MY CARD OUT TO CITY HALL CONTROL STATION la?!. =.=!! SIANNN!
step out not more than 1min and i made a Uturn and go down to the platform and wait for JX. sighh... no concession la. kind of pissed off at that point of time. haiz my brain must have been freezed by some stupid thoughts when i step out of the train and headed up to City Hall MRT control station. zzZ
Well, i sat at front cabin, one of the bench and stare into the air while waiting for that dumbdumb hahas. guess what she did?! after a long look out for me, she decided to wait for train to start moving before she know where is the Front and Back. LOLX HAHHAHAS... Silly girl yet making me laugh out my Ass..... hahahas... den i tell her to look up at the signboard above each Door. there's ARROW to indicate which direction the train will move off de ah. HAHAHAHAS after hearing her saying those funny action, my blank n empty mind came alive again=D
jxjx! nv fail to make me laugh n just love to make fun of you. heeeee!
so reached Bugis at 6.40pm. no idea what time we are meeting the rest but we all know no matter what this Jia Zhi will definitely be late. YES... SHE is LATE AGAIN! we waited until 7.15pm. THE poorthing JIAHUI! she is then the one who we should pity eh. she supposed to meet that late queen at 6.30pm!!! SEE HOW "keLian" jiahui is. hahahas.
is okay. we all used to it anyway. =D
no suggestion where to settle our dinner. since i got voucher for the FISH MAHANTTAN MARKET, we decided to have that for dinner. ok lo. nothing special for me. i ate that quite a few times. after dinner, no where to go......... someone suggested " HEY HWAN! go your hs slack la." hahas ehhhhh... i'm okay with that. bt its 10pm, kind of late hahas. so i called home to check if anyone is home. no one pick up my call. so i decide myself and let my PENG YOU come in. HAHAs
these grp of PENG YOU is the only one who will so ON and come in anytime and we will just open up the MAJONG table and start to go for a few rounds. hahahas ALWAYS!! however, we make a guess the next time we will have such a random decision will be in 2 yrs time??! becoz the last time was 2007. HAHAHas.
at lst i was winning. bt near to the end, i kind of tired bah. hahas lost focus. bt still win. 60cents HAHAHAHS
2pm! calls are coming in....
hahas time to go home :)
yup. slpt at 3plus that nite. tiredddd.......... yawn.. :)

SAT~

ehhhhh... hahahas kind of random to go attend National Day Parade!

but all thanks to beat n frens to have this extra ticket and i'm sooo fortunate to TAG along with them! =D so excited!!!! but afterall i feel that the paradeis kind of SHORT la! haha think i must be expecting tooooo much la. heehee



This year's parade is something more on our AIR/SEA/LAND forces.
hahahas. overall = nice =)



so COOL to attend National Parade! the last attend was when i'm P5!!! hahas
ALL THANKS to BEATTTTTTTT LEE! =D and also Lizi n fren! =)

tooook lots of photos. love to SNAP SNAP n SNAPPPP! :D
look like PRO -photographer? heee =p



After NDP. decided to visit this gal. hahas.*Freeeeee CAB wor. y dnt take HAHAS.
see her home. and left me n beat. no where to go. so decided to slack at this place i wanted to go whenever i passby.........

so long since i climbed up that Carpark. hahas miss those days we were up there slacking, playing and waiting......:)

this time round i brought Beat up with me hahas... spent half of my nite up there looking at the stars and chatting. how i wish i could slp there until sunrise. i don't want to leave.... i want to slp there every nite. haa

however, we are lucky to leave the carpark before it actually starts to rain Cats and dogs!

Beat! thanks for the accompany. and........... we are so crazy to do all sort of things we want ..... haha you know what i mean right? yah we are mad. we are so mad. but we will do whatever we can. :)
reached home at 3am. dad woke up out of sudden. saw me just reached home.... pissed! blahblah..*nite nite... everything was alright the next morning. :)

SUN~

nothing much on SUNDAY.
market. home..

decided to pack my table. spend my whole afternoon packing. dig out all my stuffs in my drawer and repack everything. hmmmm... saw many memorable little notes, things, pics, item and etc..... wah.. don't know what to say. bt one question to question myself. have i grown up? i still have many things to learn, many doubts to enquire. sigh.. life still long sia.


while having dinner, dad was talking to me. sometimes i just love to hear him talk. he tell me a lot about life. hahas without reading the newspaper, i can get my news resources from him! heehee. interesting stories.

MONDAY~
woke up. kind of monday blue..... so reluntant to go work. but I HAVE TO GO!!! sigh
reached work place at 9.05pm and started doing my stuff.

many reports are coming in as its the start of the month. plan my work so i can do them on time and not rush like a mad dog. hahas

end work. home swt home. Weather don't seem to be good recently eh. cannot go jogging anytime i want. =( nowadays have been hoping for good weather at night. or else........ no jogging for me le.

TODAY!.. tuesday.
same thing. reached at 9.05 hahas...
more of a busy day. never get to fall aslp already.
email keep coming in. more and more things to rush and hand in. planning of event stuffs, taking note of every little things to be held on the 17th july. Its another Customer event. a half day event yet there's many BIG SHOT customers attending. hahas hopefully everything goes on well on the 17th. =)

hmmmmm.... there's monday BLUE. so is there any TUESDAY PURPLE? feeling so purplish... empty n blank.
end here.


Wed - Customer Event held at DBS tower 1 Threattre

Labels: updates; updates

MY BLOGGING de feel ALL GONE!

EDITED~
wahhhhhhh..... out of sudden i dn't noe wat to blog.
omg.. before i switch on my com, i have this urged to blog up all the things i experience today during the event for dbs trade sales staminer. hahas interesting! as i'm the one who help out in organising the event. feel so excited about it although i have to reached DBS by 8am! still i finds it more exciting than sitting there looking at the square-ry screen. hahas

last night slpt early just becoz i don't wish to be late for this morning event. =)
well... its a whole day event. starts from 9.00am till 5pm. bt usually there will be some delay so we actually start with the 1st speaker at 9.25am and end everything ard 5.30pm. was a long day yet a fruitful day.

i learnt a lot. have some conversation with our staffs and also some from another speaker's company. its MSIG. if i'm not wrong. hahas so for OUR AGE, we will talk about our studies and our current working life.... so on...... yet for those who are above 40years.... those seniors, thier conversation are more on..... kidsssss and their working stuffs. or maybe on the FOOD i ordered for this event. heeee... not BAD huh! i like it too. coz is i choose de wat! HAHAS

in between i fall aslp during 1 or 2 speakers presenting. is all because we had heavy lunch and also very close coffee breaks in between. hahas like every 2 hours we get to eat something. pig siaaa... i'm serious. each of them we pay 18bucks eh!! i see the invoice.. i noe ok! hahas.... DBS reali spent a lot on the things, gifts, food and those little things. printing of materials...
just for a staminer, spent more den 2 thousands .

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brb... i'm tired.. update again.....

actually if i say i will update again.... i will forget what i blog de... soooooo infuture if i say that again.... pls doubt me to update something similar to the post. COZ i wont rmb UNLESSSS its soooo IMPT or there's something that makes me feel so memorable so i will rmb it for life.

yup.....
someone just say i stupid.
hahas.. not knowing that blog actually can change the date to PREVIOUS or AFTER.... wahhhh.. like kanna shoot like tat. =) i just dont like to write something that is after today... i won't have the feel to write it. becoz its over.... i will not feel fresh or excited to talk about it. *unless its something memorable..... thats me. :)

ok. pics left to update for this post. i'm tired again. hahahahs will update sooon..