Thursday, July 31, 2008
HELLLLLLO...!!!!!!
havent been blogggggginnnnng!!!
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaahhaz... today is thursday!..
tml IS FRIDAY!!!
YESHHHH.... finally project day is over! omg.. sooo soooo destressssss.
BUT i feel so empty and nth to do. haiz Zzzz
bt tue is our presentation sia. OMg so scared if ms phoon ask me if i can validate my this n tat siaaaaa HAIZZZZ.. bt i dnt give a dam ardy!!!! GIVE UP!!!
we are sooo sooo tiredddd HAIZ>.<now aredy 7.10pm!!! n we are still in sch. as if we are camping in sch la.!!!! hahahaaha
this few day, we have been "camping" in sch lo!! no 10pm cannot go home siA!! HAHA... NYP is my second home lo.
anyway, in 2 weeks time we will be having our sem 1 exam!! GODNESSSS.... ned to study le haiz...
holiday is soo boring... other den working.... i reali dntnoe wat i shld take up to do. i wanna tak up my driving licence!!! ASAP!i wan to go out n play, i wanna go MAKAN!! , i wanna buy my tis n tat.. i wan $$, i wan to be rich... i wanna watch movie... i wanna shopping... i wanna go oversea... i wanna i wannnaa........haiz. many many things to do.... many many things...hahahahaahahahhahaha i'm so mad n restless now. see some of our classmates grp project sound sooo great sound sooo fantastic.... i wish i could get all those function too. bt.... hahaah watever. no time ardy. wat is done is done.. we hav to be satisfied with our work. hahahaz NOW... beat n sak still got abit of error. if not we will be PERFECTLY done!!!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~arhhh.... EEEEEEWWWWW......OHHHhhhhhhhh...... BOOOOs!!! hahai dnt noe wat to blog ardy...pics????hahaha ok soon bah! LOLxCYA ppl.. misss ya!have a GREAT good NIGHT! =))
My mind's unweaving/ 6:34 PM
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
ok tell u ppl a goood news!!!ITS REALLY A GOOD NEW FOR ME LA.i can view my dear kai sin blog again!!! heeeeshe couldn't get back her old link. and now she had a New Link =)))anw, i missed her blog sooo sooo much as if her blog is my bf =DSOOO happi to see her blog, her link is working.... and i missed her blog song too =)) heee i'm mad rite. bt i'm really so so so so so... EXCITED n HAPpy over it lo.i just told her, a few days ago, i still ask myself y i din print screen her blog arh, so tat i still can view her "most recent" blog when i click her link. xD i'm soo sooo mad la. kai sin, u see!!! everyone miss ur blog de. just in one night, ur tag board is full of tagssss. =) happi ma. ur blog is alive again. KEEE.yeap. i guess my blog is so dead recently.... jus so quiet.. no high mood... all e while is emo, moody post. haiz is not goin to continue ALright!!! i wanna make my blog FULL of HAPPINESS and ALIVE!!! people out there.. !!!!!!!help me to bring my blog filled with happiness n laughter n fun OK!!!!?e 1st time i create my blog was so cheerful and no sadness. until recently.. haha nxt time my blog shall not post unhappy stuff. onli allow good stuff. YEa!!ok. so now wat!i wanna blog abt recent programs.notice tat i have been in sch all these days. early morning sch..... until late night .... rushing project... madness mid night oil. soo sooo project chiongster!!left with 3 days to submission. haa last week i still tot of the worst situation bt... it seem going smooth after the hard work we put in. reallly hard work. =) xing ku da jia le. we can do it! wats up now is.... all of us ned really long hours slp.
yawnnn.... recently, my grp members all din hav more than 5 hours of slp including me. =P
sat slpt at like 5am, sun slpt at like 4am and monday, 3.30 am.. today...i think we ned to slp abit earlier. coz tml is 8am lesson =*( so early lo.
recently oso no time for me to exercise lo. haiz fat liao... i wanna go jog i wanna play basketball. XD hee
after monday's presentation, my time will be fully booked for exams revision and Exercising... must arhh... i ned to train my stamina!! 25th is cuming. so excited! =P
mux arhh..!! fat le. =(
oh yes... after exam................ i wan to earn more $$ got to pay my bill (250) buy my new sports shoes, new specs, my new polo, my slipper, my bag, and alot more.. can't list out sia. OH yes.. my chalet still will come true ma? haa haiz.. somehow like gone le... =( mayb now is not the time to talk abt it. shall see after our project presentation. ^^
sooooo.... i'm so kuku tis few days... everyday go sch early in e morning... reached home ardy midnight le.. nv get to go out.. nv get to see my family members so often le.... tot tis few days my jie cum bck le, can acc her go jog... go watever place she wants... bt aiyooo no time sia... all so fully booked! haiz shall wait until u go for another flight n cum bck bah.. sorii lur. help me buy my polo OKAy hee.. thx=) my wallet shall be e nxt item keee
hey havent been seeing my LONG post yah!!
hahaaha all these while my post all very short n emo... hahaha
today got different ma?
hahaz, i wanna go watch movie, i wanna go eat buffet with beat n kai sin again =)))))
i wanna go buy my sports shoe n i wanna make myself a new spec or contact lens. heee i wanna.......
ok. shall end here lappy low batt le.. lazy go tak charger hahaz...
tml is another day. wat will it be like?? no one noes.. shall see =) hope its a smooth n HAPpy day for everyone. jiayou... we can do it.
Smile.=)
My mind's unweaving/ 11:09 PM
Sunday, July 27, 2008
Yawn...##currently is ardy 3am... now den realised i have been sitting infront of my com since 2pm in the afternoon. n..... i took a 40mins break in e evening. and back to my lappy...until 9pm, took another break n went jogging. back at 10pm.1st thing i did was go to my lappy.... did a bit of editing... and went to tak a bathe, n had 1 hour break again. 11.30pm settle myself to get into my project again. =)ha...Lappy arh lappy sorry arh..make u soo tired. bt i got no choice. after nxt week, i will let u rest as long as u like ok! =))i promise heee... =Djiayou with me for this week alright. will soon be over. HAHAHAnow, i still can't retireve.. bt i believe it can be solve Soon or later. AHHAha.. tml i guess will be another long day for me. so..... MUSt KAMbaTEi!! heetml my "walking alarm" should be waking me up at like 6am bah. =Squite sian... bt wat can i do?? haiz.. no choice. today din go ardy kanna @#$%^....tml is a must to be there lur. =/IS okay!!! i can do it.!! believe in yourself, and everything will be possible. =))lets jiaYou tgt bah.shall sign off and head to my sweet cosy bed! =DD
My mind's unweaving/ 2:50 AM
Friday, July 25, 2008
i'm sorry... i'm really sorry. =..(
i dontnoe y when i see u cry, and i can't do anything to help, i can't resist myself to tears too. esp when i caused it to happen. i'm really sorry. i really don't noe other den sorry wat can i say. but i sincerely din do it intentionally.
i just doesn't wan u to waste ur time. u can do more work without making sure i can code my codings. i'm sorry to say it in a frustrated way. bt i reali din meant tat way.
see u soo angry, i feel so bad, i just dnt wanna lose such a nice fren.
"forget it, its over" tis is more hurting...
i dnt noe if u r still angry..
just wish u r alright and will still stay as cheerful as before.
once again. i'm So SORRY. i shouldn't have say those words....
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i might look strong outside, i might look like a joker... cheerful and so on...
bt when it comes to relationship.. i'm serious n would not wan to see any of my frenz being hurt or sad. i will also feel bad n down about it. i feel so useless when i cant help anything. sigh... uselesss... forever.. =(
even my project oso cant do much..
onli noe how to create trouble...
onli noe how to play... forever not serious...
feeling so down now. =..(
but still ned to..
thanks beat, rhowena, G ....
sch seems to be my second home. now shall pack up and leave sch. mac is sooo dark.. scary =S haiz... back to my CODINGs... feel like committing suicide now. so ____
edited-
after i leave sch at 10.30pm, i walked to bishan. suddenly miss my pri sch favo hang out, bishan st 24. so.... no idea wat bring me there, i just walk n walk.... n ended up there. hmm still e same. opened area ground, as usual many people still love to hang ard that area. couldnt find an empty spot to rest, so walk to the bus stop instead. hmmm bus service all stop after 11.45. too bad its ardy 12 am. since i got to cab home n i dont feel like goin home so early, i sat at e bus stop until 1am. correct my sqe diagram and my class diagram.
mum called, -"yea... goin home.. on e way..." haiz. cab is everywhere... so i delay another 10mins. alright... done wif my stuff, hands up.. n a cab is in front of me. =) while cabbing home, i saw an accident. omg. lucky no injuries.. jus saw a van being crushed.. lucky is not at e driver's side. if not i think the driver might be in danger. nite cab is always quick and fast. within 10mins. i reached my hs void deck. and Home*HOme... here i come.
feel like redo-ing my UI n coding's. somehow i feel tat my program has hidden bugs.. hmmmm. shall see if i can solve it by tml. if not i shall re-code it again bah.
feeling better after a night walk. =)
tml will be a better day.
My mind's unweaving/ 9:09 PM
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
just one sentence to be the title of my blog..."PROJECT IS DRIVING uS CRAZY. " teared becoz of project, screammm becoz of project, skip lunch becoz of project, wanna end my life also becoz OF OUR PROJECT!!wat else we can think of to get ride of PROJECT!!!i'm prepare for the worst....i'm.... so damn .................................. any1 out there to lead e way???=..((tearing become one of my hobby recently...i wanna go to my lala land asap...
My mind's unweaving/ 12:30 AM
Saturday, July 19, 2008
PICTUREssssssss ~~~ENjoy~
New hair style... chio bo???!!
hmphss
=)
Xxx
left
back
right
front
kee
tata
close up!!
omg... MY hair!!
b4 =)
smile =D
madd guys =D
3somes
angel 4 ever!
tats like our favo cinema!!
wanna box me?!
i looked soo tall, she has a long n slim leg! XD
charlie angels! 
beat & me
Boys gang!
wat they trying to do!
actually there is one more ... can see her??
NVM... here she is!! full pic of her!
My mind's unweaving/ 8:03 PM
Friday, July 18, 2008
alright... i REALLY NEED TO MAKE MYSELF TO START SAVING!!!
i cannot continue this way!!.... shit =/
i notice i spent more than 50dollars on just food in a week excluding weekends!!. =S my allowance is onli 35 per week. i OVERSHOT by 15 bucks... godness.
soooo... i decided to tak out a small portion of my pocket $ every weekends b4 i slot it into my wallet then i can start SPENDING!!! Haiz.. bt i still got my hp BILL havent pay yet... Zz is not a small sum, its 3 digits ardy. >.< OKAY.... ppl pls stop me frm spending $ okay!
i will try my very best too. =)
actually, the most difficult part is not restricting myself to spend $ BUT is when we are in sch, i will need food to cheer me up, + eating to kill my long hours break. goshhh.. tats y i will keep spending $ lo.
OK i gonna make myself some 'bian tang' to sch! keee
and reduce e eating time in sch. hahaha
=.=!!!!
as if i can. ??! hope sooo lo. =)
so.... today after sch. went to catch 'DARK NIGHT' with almost the whole class again XD and its a 2 n haf hour show! so damn long. until i wanna freeze to death. Hmmm still wanna thx kaisin's THINnest... cardigen. LOL.. though its really thin, bt at least it keep me some warmth =) THX ^^ sooo movie ended,
we all scattered into grps... and charlie angels went PS, kaisin had her hair cut at kimage. she has my hebe's hair style. >.<
it is really much better than her previous one. at least there is style in it now.
SIGh... so disappointed lo -.- am i really tat not trust worthy??
do i really behave tat carelessly??? hmmmm....
SADEDDDD....
Anw, after hair cut we walked to Bugis, and had duck rice - kway chap for our dinner. not bad... i liKE e kway chap soup. =) went bugis basement and brought i-cream creeps. Oso drink honey green tea. BLoated...... O.O
walked to bugis village, n bck to bugis. all the shop closing SOOON... sian. so fast need to go hm. i still wanna walk. i dnt feel like go home so early. BUT no choice. -.-
walk kaisin to 'MRT' and i decided to walk home instead of taking bus. and..... beatrice was being hypnosis by me to walk me to Boon Keng. keee... thx soo much. chit chat all e way home. $$ is a big problem we are facing now! hahahaz
reached my tian tian de jia. ^^
this post supposedly to be upload last nite. bt i fall asleep on my lappy again. IN e middle of the nite. i jump up from my slp. guess wats tat thingy tat cause me to wake up???! is a BEETLE or BUG TAT CLAWED ON MY HAND. ewwwww i woke up n flicked it off my hand!! Zzz being awake for 15mins typed a few words and i fall back into my slp again. that's how tired and slpy i am. yawn...*
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i have got
a lot of things i wanna buy....
a lot of things i wanna do.....
a lot of things i wanna get.....
a lot of things i wish to see.....
a lot of things i wish to have....
when do i have the time n money to fulfilled my EVERYTHING.....?
always wish there is someone there to lead my way, tell me wat I'm suppose to do, tell me wat is right n what is wrong, so that i do not need to vex over my problems.
if only there is such a person to keep me accompany, i will not need to think and face these problems. No more worries over little things.
hmmmm...
bt there is no"bu lao er huo " de shi. we need to do it n gain tat experience our self.
and so is tat wat we call "LIFE"?
lunatics ~~
My mind's unweaving/ 11:29 PM
coz that beat dare me ... i i just PICK up her dare! HAHAHAzanw, today had my dbms quiz.. haizzz
so many mistaken lo. =((
hope it wont minus a lot of my marks =/
haiz.. dont noe if i can pass my DBMS quiz Zz...
OHHh aother COOL thing just happened to me...
so QIAO..
last week i din came for my IP Net LEc.. n today i came!!!! KEKE
so e lecturer called no. 18 frm Grp 7 which is ME!!! BAHAha
n i just YO.. e whole lecture LaughOutLoud.. Zzz funni meh? BAHaha
hmmmm. today no TUT for dbms.. hmm GOOOD. bt sian.. brought lappy for nth. so tot of BLOGGINg now lo. HAHAz Wat a good idea!
ehh.. however, mayb later e whole class will be catching a movie. keke.. i miss watching movie in e cinema!! =D
ok.. i dnt think there is anymore thing for me to blog up. shall end here bah =)
cya sooon..!!
DNT MISS ME EH. XDBYE..
My mind's unweaving/ 11:07 AM
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
HELLLO.. kai teing!! here u go!!!!TIS is urs!! happy now?hmm i choose Tuesday to be ur day.. ehhh.. these WORDS will be effective only on tuesday! noe y i choose TUESDAY?? coz that day will have tis so SPECIAL occassion going on at GELARA!! bahaha... this is to remind u that TUE IS A SPECIAL DAY TO CHEERS & SMILE =)ENJOYS ~--K---- K-----A ----@---- TTTTTT-- EEEEE- @---N-----N-----gGGG----------
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--K---- K-A------A--I--------T------ EEEEEE-I-- -N -----N-----GGG----------U
--CCCc--H--- H---EEEEE--EEEEE--RRRR -----sSSss ---!!! --------+
-C-------H--- H---E--------E------- R-----R ---Ss ---------!!---------+
-C------ HH HH---EEE-----EEE-----R- R-------SSs -------!!-----+++++
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--CCCc--H--- H---EEEEE--EEEEE--R----rR---SSssS ----@---------+
-----sSSss-----MM------MM---@-- -L ----------EEEEEe------!!!
----Ss----------M-M----M-M---------L-----------E--------------!!
-----SSs-------M--M---M-M----I----L-----------EEEE----------!
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----SSssS-----M-----M----M----I----LLLLLL----EEEEEEe-----@ALRIGHT! now you have got ur big name up in my post too. u will be e second one who owes me gelara WAFFLE! >.<>
LOLX.. i'm so slpy now..
i wan more slp... i wan more fun...
i wanna go bed now!
update more tml.. or so. =))
My mind's unweaving/ 10:42 PM
on e way to Prata HS... which is like sooo BORED..no one wan let me take photo of them. =(
so i shall take myself =)
prata....s
ah jing's FOOD...
my BIGGEST earing xPAFter LEC, specs testing..
this are all mine =P sorry beat n kaisin.. hee i still have more photos than u ppl keke=PP
tis is COOl too =D
i reali think tis is so Style... xp
so retards X.x
some nerds -.-
but i still think i'm so cute. BAHAHA >.<whats going on??i got no direction where to go...i'm so lost.. sigh..========================
time is tide.bank acc is soo light.my mood is not right...days are so blue...my life no longer tat fruitful.what should i do???========================
onces again, SORRY-a sincere apologise to beat & kaisin.always mood swing.arhhh... hate myself too. -.-soooo soooo sorrry gals. =(sorry for being so stubborn.sorry for being so emo-moody.sorry for not being patientsorry for not understanding what u guys are explaining.sorry for behaving so mad n out of control.sorry for letting u guys worry.SSOORRYYYYYYY =(tearing in slient doesn't help at all.
feel more in pain. =..(i feel like CRYING OUT LOUD....i also wanna SCREAM OUT LOUD....SCREAMMMMMMMMMM OUTTTTTT LOUDDDD !!!i will feel better i guess...can anyone find me a NOBODY OPENed AREA!!!!??can lend me e place for just 30min??? i will let out EVERYTHING in one shot......ALL IN 1 SHOT...n i will leave the place quietly.....i guess that will satisfied me.vb was in a mess... =..(i feel like taking a retest.. how i wish i got myself a MC. =(dbms =(java =(project =(in 1 month time..... exams =(forgive me arh....let me shout out these words pls. excuse me for awhile...ARGGGGGGGG!!!! FUCKkk YOUuu LA....=.=!!!KAOPEHHHHHH... ALL e shit PROJECTs....cheeeeBY...la WAT SHIT DUe date we are gonna to face!!TA MA DE!!!!!!!! I WANNA QUIT SCH...la !!!!&^*$^%$(&^*%*(&^$%^#$%#@ NABE.....=.=QUIZZZZZZ...wat QUIZ la... squeeze ur head until all ur blood n brain burst la!!! haiz... =...(imissyou....
My mind's unweaving/ 12:37 AM
New hair style... chio bo???!!
hmphss
=)
Xxx
left
back
right
front
kee
tata
close up!!
omg... MY hair!!
b4 =)
smile =D
madd guys =D
3somes
angel 4 ever!
tats like our favo cinema!!
wanna box me?!
charlie angels!
beat & me
Boys gang!
wat they trying to do!
actually there is one more ... can see her??
NVM... here she is!! full pic of her!
we are going for OUR OUTING!
coool rite.. all my classmates
windy day =))
Chill with me XD
MAc... yummy A BIT not A lot.
y she so fierce. y rehka so cheerful, yl, so sian kee
mac as brunch!.jpg)
toe ray mee!!.jpg)
Smile with us!
tats me doing so DBMS revision.. -.-
prata....s
ah jing's FOOD...
my BIGGEST earing xP
tis is COOl too =D
i reali think tis is so Style... xp
so retards X.x
but i still think i'm so cute. BAHAHA >.<