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Saturday, March 28, 2009








i'm tooo tired recently...
no energy to blog up all my daily life.
well pictures do tell a lot. =))
went to celebrate beatrice birthday. was kind of busy doing her staff. hahas..
hope BEATRICE had a great 21st birthday. sooooo at least we din waste our time and efforts.! XD
sign.. don't noe wat's bothering me... have been in the emo mood for sometimes. maybe........ well.. nobody knows... nobody ask...
arh.. i serious need to earn more now. i got a lot of things to pay. freaking stress nowadays. SIAN!
sometimes i think a lot.. bt i don't noe wat I'm thinking about. all the rubbish? all the things i shldn't be doing?hahas. my brain are kind of contaminated. LOLX
okay. i'm tired.. blog again soon. more pics are with beatrice! pls send =) thx!

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My mind's unweaving/ 11:35 PM

Wednesday, March 25, 2009
-HAPPI BDAY BEAT- =D

HAHAHAS surprise!!!
BEATRICE YOU SAW THIS?????? HAHAHAHS
NO IDEA U SAW IT IN MY FARM.. BT DEN YEA, ITS SPECIALLY FOR Ur 21st BIRTHDAY! =D
hope you like it. more suprises coming up! hee
hmmm currently in sch... siann
awaiting to reached 5pm! hahahas... i cant wait to leave early! hurray!

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My mind's unweaving/ 11:30 AM

i'm voice-lesssss!

omg.. i talk like some MAN! roarrrr..... goshhh...
anw... i wanted to post some pics.. bt lazy to transfer into my lappy. tml i need to go sch at 8.15am! is a must!!!! i cannot afford to let my room mate disappointed hhahas... pls wake me up at 6.30am!!! lol

okay... so now wat! hmmmmmmmmm
kind of irritated with my throat... cough + voice-lesss
haiz...... sad cannot eat wat i like ardy... =(

ok.. talk less den HAHAS..
HEY a BIG news to announce! hahas
TODAY right NOW!!!! its BEATRICE birthday! =)
HAPPY 21th BIRTHDAY TO my DEAR BEATRICE LEE!!! hahahahhs... it will be different this year. sooo dnt give me a sad face okay!.. i know u will enjoy ur 21th! definitely!!!! hahahahas.
hmmmm... friday is a big day for u.. so rmb to play HARD! =D i look forward to seeing u drunk LOLx =X CYA soon beat! =D

i'm sooo tired. school is kind of boring now. esp i need to install this and tat. its not different kind of things bt i keep repeating reinstalling the software RAHHHH... dumb dumbbb...
to kill my time, i went jogging... =) good idea to kill my time leh hahahas..
sigh... why am i like a sick ppl now??? i dnt understand.. after i fell down, i starts to have slight fever then comes sore throat... now come another cough + voiceless.. goshh.. i want back everything! i feel so funny with a so man voice! hahahas...

time passed fast! soo fast march is going to end soon. and april is a new month! many things going to happen in this month!... sch reopening soon... den next come jx cuming back to spore! and.... finally lola's birthday chalet on 1st of may. hahas.. aiyoo i need $$ to spent on all this.. =S hope i cannnnnnnnnnnnnn save up enough to buy the things i wanted.

yea.. i'm tired... going bed sooon... or else tml how to wake up on time! hahahahs
ciaooo.!

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My mind's unweaving/ 12:10 AM

Sunday, March 22, 2009
FUCKING ASSS HOLE!. damn pissssed la..

what fucking shit is this.... ARGGGG
today went to work. and i knew a lot of dumb things!!!! ZZZ so dumb ppl and so dumb customer and sooooo damn fucking Thief!!
aready not feeling very well, no choice bt to turn up for work.... don't want to put areoplane again.... at first everything was alright... perharps throughout the whole day was rather okay.. until this fucking period of time. after 9.30pm..... 1st this so chi-By gay and BENG customer being so aunty la..... just becoz the spoon was on the tray and he scolded me as if i drop it on the floor or rather DROP IT INTO the TOLIET BOWL la.... ZZZ he said" OMG, giving a damn pissed face, you just drop the spoon on the tray and u...u..uuuuu....... still put it back into the I-cream????? " Com'on la! ah gua!!!! u noe wats being polite and wat is dirt EVERYWHERE!!! even inside ur mouth!!!! fuck YOU la... chiiiiii by! drunker man la you.. anyhow scold my mates also.. OKAY la i just change a new ICE-cream for u la.... do you need to give the so WAHLAO can DIE de FACE MEH!... -.- this ah gua , ah beng or rather ah pek though u dnt look that old. BUT ur behaviour shows that u are ONE la! act as if u are so english man... bullSHIT! you know u make us curse at u so hard! even ANN also wanna bash u up... ZZ scold her for no reason.

ANN was so unlucky lo. she happen to passby this guy and he call her over and started to scold her" why no one come to clear my dishes.... ZZZZ as if we know he finished eating la!!!! his salad still left with 1/4 not finished up la. u expect us to go to u and clear it off meh???!!! fucking chi-by ah pek... even stay until we close shop.=.= better not cum in here again. or else don't say we never warn u eh.

next, pissssed me offf like nobody businessss... fuck whoever stolen my $$. che-by. i worked here for almost 2 yrs... and today is the 1st time i found out that there's thief in our outlet!... wth la. lucky i nv put in my adult e-zlink card or any other expensive things.....
whoever did that, i see you have no guts to be a man!.... steal ppl's $.. tsktsk. lucky i still got $ left in my bank or else i will have no more cash to top up my e-zlink card... and i might not be able to travel home la. phew...
let me warn whoever who steal my $... u WATCH OUT!

i know anyone can view my blog... thus its so OPENED and public to all. i know my working mates and manager see my blog. I will not private it or change anything! i will just be myself okay... your wanna read is ur business.. your wanna comment is also non of my business.
now i warn u ppl who wrote n thier blog about they happenings and curse on whoever.... pls take NOTE! do not name the person's name... spy is everywhere.. keep to yourself can ardy.

haiz... sorethroat... damn sick now. siannn tml sch at 8.30am again. haiz...
need $$ ... =( jiayou la!!

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My mind's unweaving/ 11:54 PM

Saturday, March 21, 2009
today is the 3rd day and i still see red red thingy flowing out from the wound. ehhhh... wound arhh wound.... don't like tat ley... i wanna earn more Money to feed u leh. hahas let me faster recover and i can go work okok??

sign.. today is sat! and as usual i need to go market and work at night. bt i din make it for either one. =(( due to still not feeling very okay.
ytd was having slight cold and fever. so slpt for the whole afternoon.
as for today, woke up early becoz slpt too much last night. hahas sooooo was given a day off, no need to go market. =P feel so bad. haizz
walked ard the house like some aimless gal. hahas
did some house Chore and went to switch on com. facebook a little and went to iron my sushi tei Uniform, wanted to go work de... bt after a 3 hours nap..... i woke up feeling a little Hot. It was 5pm anyway... was kind of late ardy.... so no choice bt to call off my schedule.

haizzzzz haven't been working for sooo long. kind of miss working.. tml there's schedule for me. bt dntnoe i can make it a not. hmmmmm wound arh wound... recover OKAY! i take care u like every few mins leh.. give me some face leh HAHAS.. now u black black not nice... faster go back to the smooth and white skin ok! hahas

don't know why.. sick ppl always feel so sleepy... just woke up not long ago only and i feel sleepy now. today in total i slpt more den 10 hours. hopefully this will help in recovering my wound.
tml is another weekend.. what's going to happened? pray hard everything is fine and peaceful...

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My mind's unweaving/ 9:10 PM

Thursday, March 19, 2009
dinner last night! mum's birthday dinner. haha jing treated us at Orchard hotel. ehhhhh the rating for the food is okay only.. not very fabulous though.. total she spent 230 like tat.. EX sia.



today!
i wanna get my driving licence asap pls!!!

Today finally went to take up my practical lesson. wahh still need to wait until 28april den will be my 1st trail. hmmmm have to be quick.. dnt wish to take up my IPP time. coz by then will be so busy and onlycan have lesson during night time. haiz i seriously think to get just apiece of green paper"driving licence" need to spent so damn much money la.

just to pay 3 lessons and enrollment charge ardy need to pay 332... goshh..i need to save $ for the rest of my practical trail ardy..

hmmm anyway, today i en counted 2 accident. one is car accident the other one is ME! hahas. this morning heard 3 "bang" sound along the highway, the next moment i see 4 car collided tgt! ehhh within 10mins ambulance came. hahas i think i din see any victim tho. hmmm
oh.. so wat happened to ME eh.. haiz its kind of Funny. LOls sorry if u think its not funny at all.
so wat exactly happened. just after me n kaisin leave sch to the driving school.. we walked along the bricks in the middle of the road. was about to cross the road and looking out for cars at the same time i was talking to kaisin...... soooo carelessly.. i stepped into the gaps in between the bricks.. and BOM.... i fell down. my leg got a cut. hmmm i din feel any pain, instead i hit on my upper lips. tat was pain sia.. den next second, kaisin scream out that my leg is bleeding like some water tap!!!!.. hahahahas... so funnny la.
she was anxious about it. so we cross the road and settle down at the bus stop. wash my wound... just than a car stop by to ask if i was okay. he also get me 2 packets of tissue paper. so nice =)) very soon a security guard from toshiba. he came out to get me a bandage for my wound. woah.. i din noe there's so many ppl who saw me fell. oppps so paisehhh =P
anw, i wanna say thank you to Lee Kaisin hahas... 1st time help me wash my leg sia.. LOLs thanks lots. =) lucky u not scared of blood hahas.. or else u faint i die sia. HAHAHS
clean my wound and got bandage. arhh.. its time to go into the driving school. ehh dntnoe why still bleeding leh.. hopefully by tml will stop! coz i dnt wanna lose too much blood hahahs.
yawn.. tiredd =S tml another early morning to sch.. haiz
the cut look very small. BUT.................
OMG!!!!... its bleeding non-stop.. haiz like volcano... =X its grossss... hahahas...
morning accident.
see the four cars... omg stick together ardy..

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My mind's unweaving/ 10:57 PM

Monday, March 16, 2009
Its another baby being born today. =))))

GUESS who's that hahahahas...

nevertheless...... it my MUMMY!

my world dearly most hard working mummy!

hahas... today 16/03/09 is my mummy birthday! how old is she?? hmmm I'm not very sure about it. bt is okay becoz to me she is always my young and cute mummy HAHAS

supposed to celebrate her birthday last weekend bt my dajie la... not in spore so we had to postpone to wed? should be i guess.

Today its Monday. so it means i need to go sch for FYPJ. bt i din go sch. 1st of all. not feeling very well, secondly, too tired to wake up, thirdly, its a raining day HAHAS... so nice weather to stay at home man! just as what i did. xP

whole day stayed at home. like some gonna rotten person. hahas eat lunch and dinner at home too.
the whole afternoon, i was facebook-ing did all my quizzes from 34 quizzes i reduce until 6 still undone. haiz facebook changed it homepage and it gonna waste many of our time looking for the applications. ZZ so complicated. basically the whole day i never step out of my house until nite time went jogging. finally get to jog....... haven't been jogging, FAT! hmmmm

TML!.... let me predict whats gonna happened. vivian here will got to wake up at 6.45am again............. train in the crowded train to school. choing to school in order to sign in on time... omg. thats a challenge to all of us. HAHAS

after 11.30am its gonna be our lunch time i guess. sooo I'm thinking what i shld eat for tml lunch. =P next...... back into the fish tank and do whatever things i can find. maybe another movie? or maybe get a little nap. hahas depends if my tcher is gonna cum and give us task to do!... boredddd.... haiz. OHYAH! tml is Tuesday. so there are NApfa after 4.30pm hmmmm if rains means gals can do go. what's in my mind now??? i still dntnoe if i shld pray to rain.

life is boring right at this moment.
i cannot do what i wanna do. time is restricted...................

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My mind's unweaving/ 11:43 PM

Sunday, March 15, 2009
1st of all........
HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY to DEVON HENG!
yup... 14/03/09
guess how we celebrate his 19th birthday???
HAHAS... of course not gonna miss out the FUN in ZOUK la. LOL
meet up in the Night and cab down to ZOUK. =D
1st of all.... Q up and get our stamp. DEVON is so HENG! hahas... he got free entry as its his Birthday =)
ytd nite was kind of FUN.. however the music wasn't that great. not much of the nice and catchy music. bt i guess we did enjoy ourselves. heh heh...
same thing after we got our chop, we went to great world to had dinner before entering zouk and DRINK. hahas at the same time we get Devon a little Cake and sang him a birthday song =D hahas...
that nite was a Mixture of E3 and Lola's sch mates... so we are quite unfamiliar with some of them n of coz we are VERY sociable la very sooon all of us mix around as if we are frens for yrs ardy hahahs.
Chit Chat everything under the MOON.......hahas.........
Haven't been meeting up with Ronald. he just came out from his army training. hahas BOTA boy!!! LOL.. bt den i think he did got mature somehow. =) good for him HAHAHS was so engross about his 3months army training story. very happening too.

went into Zouk at11.30pm.... not much crowd =.= while waiting for the crowds, we went to get our drinks and oso treated devon Flaming Lambo... and some other drinks.. no idea the name of it. hahas well.... i tried Flaming Lambo too.. hahas was a fast and burning hot down my throat. hahas after that shot i kind of lost my voice LOLS.. jars of Long island Tea.. Lemon and more lemonsss... and coke. slowly we see more crowd.... went over to puture.
GUess wat??? while we are on the dance floor, i SAW ERIC my OGL. hahas.. he arhhh tsktsk... wanna jio one of lola's fren HAHAS.. kanna caught by me. LOLS anw he din managed to get her no. coz we went to the other side of the dance floor. too crowded over there.

hmmmmm.... high not to the max... bt still we have fun dancing. hahas... most of the time Sheena, peachy,ronald, devon,lola, and me was together. yanling, david, sharlyn was together with her shatec mates. bt still we are in one group. hahas later in between some went out of Zouk due to Unwell or headache... blah blahh.. and we sat outside zouk for quite sometime. having heavy head........ but still hack care. devon is noisy la.. while I'm resting he keep disturbing me! lols bt i hit him back too HAHAS after an hour of rest, some of them went back becoz they are not well. david is drank i guess... so yanling's bf sent him back home.
went into puture again to end our day Happily! hahas



me,Peachy,Sheena,Lola,Yanling,Devon, David.


sooo bored when i'm having FYPJ hahas.. 13 shots =)))

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My mind's unweaving/ 1:55 AM

Friday, March 13, 2009
-HAPPI BDAY BEAT- =)

HEYYYYY..... BEATRICE THIS IS ANOTHER SURPRISE FOR U!!! HAHAHA
DON'T NOE U SAW THIS? WELLL ITS SPECIAL FOR UR 21ST BIRTHDAY!!!
HEEEE.... HOPE U LIKE IT.! HAHAHAHS.. MORE SURPRISE IS CUMING! =))))
EHHH... THANK FOR WAKING ME UP THIS MORNING! HAHAHS so shocked to see your name appealing on my handphone at that timing! 6.29am! LOL its miracle!!
ohhh.. currently in school. sian.. i'm still the voiceless gal HAHAHS.. so MAN now!!! roar!!! LOLX hahahas..
going to gaming now.. cya

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My mind's unweaving/ 5:04 PM

4th day in FYPJ.
finally i got a bit of the flow for my project. was so lost in the 1st 2nd day.
anw, today which is Friday is a early dismissal. can leave at 5.30pm bt stilllll very late la. HAHAS
past 2 days have been rushing to school! like 1min late oso can die u know!
so ytd i came in at 8.29am! so HENG!
today was a little late. bt my grp mates came in earlier to help me in signing in =) thx Marcus! hahas he was the only one who came in b4 8.30am HAHAHAS i came in at 8.45am ... ZZZ no grace for us lo. =.=

yup.. finally weekends! hurray! i guess all of us here are looking forward to today! XD
so basically today was a free n easy day for me. LOL
came in at 8.45am.... went to the track to jog a few round.... bathe =)))
and came back to the room at 10.30am HAHAS 2 hours gone.
Next thing i did was to switch on my Player and watch movie =P (Green street Hooligans0 hahas NICE XD

and kills my 2 hours..... went break after tat and another 1n 1/2 hours gone HAHAS
back to the room and continue my movie-ing .............
until 3pm... sian yi ban! so had a 1 hr nap..... HAHAS machim staying at home slacking la. OPPS.. oh yah...... my supervisor bluff me.. he said today will come and visit me.. bt he din... AND i'm quite sure he never come sch today hahahahs.. coz we notice he never ONLINE! so.... yah.. a new way to see where is he. LOLs

ok now is 5.14pm.... still got 16 more mins to go.. and my grp only left me.. coz all went off early hahas we do take turns to help out tho.. coz sometimes i will leave earlier too arh =D sooo this is call. TEAM WORK! HAHAHS

later gonna rush home to get myself ready! coz its a FUn NITE i guess! hee... meeting lola and frens... plus devon n peachy! COOL new members.... hopefully it will be fun and high HAHAS...

omg!! out of sudden.....i miss my home! YES RIGHT at this moment... haiz.. y ned to sign in n sign out.. so ma fan..... boos okok.. ciao
now is 5.21pm .................. hahas

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My mind's unweaving/ 5:04 PM

Wednesday, March 11, 2009
11 of March.....

1 week haven't update my blog.
Wanted to update seen last Friday. but due to some problems I'm facing during the past few days..... I'm kind of not in the mood to talk. Everything was SO COINCIDENCE.. from when i got into IPP.... out of IPP.... got into FYPJ..... till now I have seen so many different kind of people... so many different types of environment. Encounter so many different things. can say i learnt something new again...

past few days haven't had good nite sleep. all the nights I'm rolling on my bed until 4 or 5 am. got this hard feeling in me. things keep running in my mind. I'm physical tired but mentally AWAKE. ZZZ
Last Friday the whole day I'm feeling so uneasy while I'm in that company. my heart pumps faster than usual, i cannot concentrate on my work too. Somehow i got a bad feeling. but have no idea what will happen... until evening when my LO came for the 1st visit. -.- something bad happened? still unsure.. only when i was called to have a conversation with Mr chua n LO then i know there's actually plans in them. I'm just like a ball? hmmm can i say that?
haiz "NOT the RIGHT TIME..." that was what they said. cool lo. i came so not in the right time. so unlucky... so bad luck...
ok. I'm okay with that. i knew something will happen so here it is. i was to be sent back. Accepted. was called up by the school. went to meet them in the Monday morning. was kind of last min.. so i cab to school. had some chat with them and got 2 choices... 1 n 2... not to mention. so yes.. both have risk in it. i got no choice bt to hope and wish for the better one.. That few days had been freeze..... i cannot plan anything. i can only think and pray... lose quite a lot of my eye's juice....-.- emotionally uncontrollable. tats me. so get used to it. hahas
within that day, which is Monday, I'm giving a choice to move on and i got to get myself ready for it. less than 24 hours to prepare.... have to switch my timing too. hmmmm..... unstable ~

until now I'm still trying to overcome it. get used to waking up sooo early... not even able to see the sun when i first open my eyes. =.= reported to one of the t-cher in-charge. was brought to meet my project mates. all unknown faces. is okay. make new frens still.
Am i counted lucky?? still hesitating. group of 4. only know I'm doing software security testing. its kind of new stuff to us. i am lack behind by 1 week. Disadvantaged in the 1st place. bt heard from my grp mates they haven't do much still. other den reading up and some testing practices... they have got no idea what is the main purpose still. hmmm... have to catch up to know wats going on. i think its time to pull my sock upppppp till the TOP hahas. can i? will try tho... now I'm still quite lost. my grp mates are hard working and will do those kind, but only applies when the supervisor is around. yup. BUT i believe all of us can do it by the end of week 12. hahas cheers n jiayou!

oh... my members are all guys. qingHai, marcus, rakesh... and lastly me. hmmmmm....p.s this rakesh is GOOD looking OKAY.. dont play play wor hahas.. i think he got good looks plus he is tall and somehow built. HAHAS i think not bad eh even if he is a non chinese. i like it. heh heh...ohhh..AND he is just sitting right beside me. XD HAAHAA!

can i post this up to the t-cher in charge or who ever can make little changes to this?? currently we have to sign in at 8.30am sharp! its really a HARD one for ppl who need at least an hour to travel u know! sighh... i got to wake up at 6.30am. bahhhhhs... wat is this man. 1st day i signed in late coz din get my acct yet. 2nd day i sighed in late becoz i was 2 hrs LATE! bahhhh... hopefully from tml onwards i can be punctual and on time! okay. or could u pls give us another 30mins graces? 9am???? i think it will be much better =P

from today onward. i make sure i'm going to make it till the end. and i hope i'm blessed throughout. jyjyjy!
i miss the outside world with friends and family... awaiting......

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My mind's unweaving/ 10:12 PM

Sunday, March 01, 2009
"Live Love Laugh!"

Its something between me and serene Tan Shi Jia! :) hahahas...

i remembered something i learnt in my sec sch.
Literature~The Twelve Night!
"If music be the food of Love, Play on"
"O, it comes o'er my ear like the sweet sound that breathes upon a bank of violets......."
understand what this 2 lines means?
hmmm its about how deep a dude is in love with this countess, bt.... this dude is a fickle person, he is a undeceive man. However, his love had gone into a triangle Love. guess what?? ended up he marry a "man" Cesario, a disguised man's dreams... scarified herself to make her love one Happy. "To woo your lady yet a barful strife! Whoe'er i woo, myself to his wife"
:) i LOVE this PHRASE! its so touching >.<

Vivian is going to Victoria Street to be attached in this company name Vertex Consulting Pte Ltd. HAHAS... kinda Very V V V! Xp haaah! i'm feeling so tends now! =/ hmmmmmmm
working hours is really longggg.... 10.30pm till 7.30pm... =( my day will be gone like tat. sighh.
got to plan my monthly schedules from now. or else will be in a mess man. =? sigh.

okay, lets not talk about IPP.
hmmm recently had been going out with friends. =))
Zouk, Town, Bugis, East Coast.... had fun! =) when is my next outing? =D
i'm waiting. hahas

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My mind's unweaving/ 7:22 PM

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