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Thursday, April 30, 2009
Time past just like that.. sometimes i wonder... we hunan live for the sake of what?

1st thing! is either we live to earn a living or we live to suffer... =\
in order to have good life.... we have to WORK for it.. and in order to work... we need to tired out our self. sooooo issn't it we are born to suffer?

well, but when comes to Happy moments there's always excuses to say "No, i think life is so filled with colours..." whats this man... contradicting....
such thinking always flash through my mind.... anyone can solve this confusing question? hmmmm

ok.. nxt.
havent update my blog since.... aiyoo who care RIGHT! hahahas

have been in sch doing FYPJ as usual..
just that recently i spent more time with Siyu.. and beibeess... hahas
i can't wait to 1may! noe y??? coz my pay cuming in!! and den i can pay all my debtors hahahas.. sound bad i will noe my limits =D heh heh

anw.... today is dad birthday.. =)))
HAPPY --th Birthday to PAPA! HAHAHAHAHS
LOLX...

sooooooo this weekend i say tat i have CAMP .. =P i feel bad about lying.. but becoz last week had a bad experience sooo i cannot affort to let my dad noe i'm goin party again =S omg!!! friday is lola's birthday chalet. ehhhh... hopefully it will be FUN! bt don't noe la.. Current Mood issn't excited about it. = d
As for sat... no idea if st james still on.
should i go?? or i should go home. ARHHh confuse.. hahas

QUESTION MARKS!
how to solve all my ??

there's a repeated cycle in my life. the past was like tat.. now again ITS like THAT! bahhh hahahas..

ok.. i so sian ardy.. think i'm going to play my GAMESSSSS... kind of bored now la. its 3.13pm 30april..... =))))))

ciaoo.. pic.. go my facebook see noh.. lazy to blog up. heh hehe....

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Monday, April 27, 2009

hahas always take so stupid photos...

me
n
me......


sat nite.. went Rebel. was a so last min thing......
left work early. headed home to change and cab down to clarke quay.
i enjoy that night. :)
drinks was ok. but i noe $ will fly... so again i'm broke.



upload pic..........
sat nite consist of (me, rhow, siyu, jiajun and jiawei.) its a very last min party nite.
nowadays i spent almost my everyday outside. very seldom stay at home...... maybe its back again to how it is like in the past.
many things i don't know what to say... how to say... and why.
let it be?? perhaps.. i prefer to just be yourself.
sigh. i don't noe la.... just feeling vex right now. i hate this part right here. coz i hate to think.. i hate to be distracted. Fuck. -.-
i'm tired.
dreadddddd
dead.
i miss bt i noe.. :)

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Sunday, April 19, 2009
Monday,Tueesday,Wedensday,Thursday,Friday.......... sch~FYPJ.....
Friday Nite Worked...
Saturday Nite Outing with Siyu. :)
Sunday ...... Family day... actually is "HOME DAY"
becoz i stayed at home and do all the houseChore...Plus i packed my wardrobe....Like Finally....HAHAs

pictures....... haven't upload pictures for sometime ardy =D
So here u GOOOOOoo...

bushy GUY keep looking when we snap shot of ourselves.. hmmmm weird guy HAHAS


something shocked me this morning!!!! phewww..

a DAMN BIG GRASSHOPPER!!!! can see!!! soo greeen =.= although i like this green bt no need come in and visit me ma.... -.-!! hahahas..


TML is the school reopening for all poly students. Wah NYP is filled with students again... hmmmm break time should be crowded with ppl again ... sian yi ban! =D
ehhh wats wrong with my tagboard!! i cannot see the updated tags.... HMMMM Y eh???!!

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Saturday, April 11, 2009
another week had gone..

there's a lot of things happening within this few weeks.
i realised something too =)

i let go more and i gain more. can i say so?? well maybe i guess. =D
i'm kind of broke again. siann.. pay in and within 3 days its all spent =X
now wat i really wanna do is to chiong work and find $$$$, i need to buy like so many things. jie going taiwan! -.- think the only things she will buy us is....... FOOD =.= anything that can be used? hope she can get me something nice :)

usually we all wish for the time to past faster..... bt right now. right at this period of time..... i really wish it will maintain the same and not let the time past!!! coz....... i really like this period of time. i enjoy... i got no much worries.. i got my freedom.. other den stuck in the lab from morning till evening. Still, i like the me now =D
i'm thinking this 6 months can it stay as it is??? becoz i really like to be forever in fypj HAHAS.... no need to take any notes bt to do ur own work. ^^

life is always full of different changes.
u might think this is wrong bt sometimes that is not 100% wrong. we just did a little mistake and thus we are partially wrong =D hmmmm i like this.. LIVE LOVE LAUGH.. thats something i will go for it.
i'm trying to be more open to this world... come'on... i see lots of different ppl on this Earth. we can be a happy man if we know what we need, what are needed.. and why we need. no one can stop you from wanting something. Am i right??
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ytd n today worked...
havent been so enjoying while working. i miss working now. HAHAS coz i will get to see and disturb the ppl there! esp partimer.. they make my life there easier to past =)) all thx to victor-regina- gwen- ann- koma. hahas more actually..
well next week only get 1 day schedule. hmmmmmmm soooo fast sch reopening soon. we are going to see lots of ppl in SCH! gosh occupied our seats Bleaxx =.= hahas

tml is Sunday!.
wats going to happen? prepare presentation slides... ARHHHHHHH....... i wan to faster get rid and finished it up!!!! haiz stresss

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My mind's unweaving/ 11:43 PM

Tuesday, April 07, 2009






have been so eager to bake my COOKIEs!!! u noe its like soooo damn angry when i din success! hahas.. hmmm nevertheless.... i managed to make something out that seems NIce.... AND looks good! COOOL i was kind of elighted after i see the results! heee..heee
my 3rd attempt. =D
did more research from this guy Alvin.. my sis's fren =D thx for his advise and comments. hope u can taste the same taste as what u gave us the other time=)
i still cant managed to figure out how to melt a choco.. hmmm not able to make that stuff out. hmmm maybe the next time i guess. hahas
sooo wat is it now. ^^
1stly, wanna say sch was OMg.. time simply past SO FAST!
week 6 is ending soon.. and presentation on next tue..
most of my time are spent on..-watching movies and facebook! ewww.. boredd.
i'm tired!.. go bed leh nites

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My mind's unweaving/ 11:53 PM

Sunday, April 05, 2009
sigh.. I'm tired.
I'm dread....
I'm unconscious...

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My mind's unweaving/ 1:16 AM

Wednesday, April 01, 2009
yoooO!

havent been updating my blog HUh..
sigh.. dntnoe wat to update.. lazy oso lah..

recently i spent most of my time in SCH LAB.... 339! goshh... the only computer.. and that one place i can be at from 8.30am till 6pm.
hmmmmm kind of sick and bored of the things i'm doing. RE-install my program.. and NOW even reformat my whole computer! ZZZ
practically i'm playing with my facebook from afternoon till 6pm. siann.. games are getting bored too. today our lab seems to be so happening. many things happened on this April Fool day. so i thought today time passed kind of FAST >.<
hope saman is feeling alright. DON't feel too sad over that matter okay =) its not your fault. soooo... dnt think too much on what is going to happen next.. u will be fine :) &&&&&&&& COM'ON tml its ur birthday man HAHAS.. CHEERS and see wats for ur BIG SURPRISE =D i love surprise! kekekeke...

i'm worried about my next week presentation.. -.- i still haven't get started on any software testing!!! this is making me so damn worried la.. Another thing is... my driving practical lesson. very unsure how the system go about. if i book online, how am i going to pay? how am i going to do amendments to my time slots. hmmmm big problemsss... now i'm kind of used to my days in FYPJ =) count down to the end of FYPJ... omg only left 7weeks... FAST Issnn't IT! damn.. so FASt LA...

tml there's fireDrill in sch. LOLX FUNNNY la..! bt well, i'm not in sch. meet up with lola and devon. lunch at ChinaTown TimSum! heeee... yummmmy! bt actually i miss SCH! HAHAS.. coz i wanna go for the fire drill! =P sound sooo fun n INTERESTing! NANA lah!

OKAY.. i think i shall pack my things and go BED soooon! yawnn.. tiring ..=.=

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