19 more days to my school new semester.

haven't attend lessons for more than half a year........ i cannot rmb what's practical lessons like... how's tutorial lessons being conducted and lectures?.. i only rmb.... i have been separated from my classmates for more than half a year. new friends... new environment..

starting from 2 March 09, i was attached to Vertex Consulting for my IPP. it was my 1st attachment yet i encountered some problems while doing some of their project. i learnt from it after being sent back to NYP to continue with my FYPJ.

Being placed in this room with not a single familiar faces.... i have to start all over and mix around with my FYPJ Lab mates. at lst i was not used to waking up early and leaving school only at 6pm. its like half of my life stuck in that enclosed room. being so stranger to all of them. i can only sit in and play with my computer and blog and wat else..... chat on MSN? boring life......

Only... slowly my lab mates are getting more n more familiar with each other, we tend to have lunch together celebrate special occasions and even go gym and do sports together during the 8hours in school. Its getting more and more fun instead of just sitting in that room and play with facebook and etc...
well... its always like this.. only when we are getting closer and time will flies... soon its going to the end of our FYPJ. sigh..
3months had gone... and we got to proceed with our IPP. (known as our attachment)

that's what i mean by..... new friends ... new environment....
this time round, I'm attached to DBS. was kind of shocked to be placed in a bank. worried about wearing formal everyday... worried about being able to complete their task given..... many worries.. many uncertain... another long hours enclosed in that office.
knew there were a few of NYP students who are attached to DBS as well.
glad to know JJ was attached to DBS too. :) he is my fypj lab mate. a guy who can be so blurr yet he can have lots of fun too =)

25 may 09 to 14 aug 09....
in this 3months i learned a lot. finally i get to try how's office life like. how to encounter piles of work load and really make own decision. during that 3months is really a good experience. :)

time really files.......
i had my holidays break since 14 aug 09.
till now i'm still having my break.... i'm getting bored of being alone all the time... not in groups.. not attending lessons with friends... not having outing with friends after school... not doing things in group anymore..... feel so lonely at times though...

well.. i did try to make full use of my holidays to work part time jobs and take up as many driving lessons as possible. managed to get a taste of how night life is like after working in A971 cafe. its like a big turn around to work till AM and slp in the morning. if i were to choose again... i will prefer a job with different shift. at times i will want to work in the day. and if I'm bored.. i will like to work at night. becoz that will stop me from thinking wild and stone at home. HAHAS

all this while i learnt and do things mostly on my own. kind of used to it.
bt i dislike it. life doesn't seems to be exciting anymore.

i thought i should have a new target and plan to go oversea and explore... make new friends... learn new things and be someone who can bring something special back to Singapore. HAHAHAS...

updates and pictures are coming up soon...

Labels: bored~ plans.~ hopes

the night at P.H.
1st time to P.H. hmmmm dn't really fancy the dance floor. hahas...
still had fun though... :)
pics ~

Labels: 23 sept.. P.H.

Fcuk Her.....

That's what i always want to say when Uu are like tat annoying Bitch!
Hate it to the core.... sometimes i really wonder why i can tolerate your(s) Hack Care Attitude.

siann.. i'm totally in a bad mood now...... argggggg... if i can have the control of this world... i will want to turn back the time again and again .... until i'm satisfied with whatever i am NOW....

I'm serious....

what is done is done.... there's no return...

what is said is being said.. you cannot take back those words...

Damnnnnn IT.... damn ur mother fucking shit....

Labels: always too late..

Rebel........ omg i have been to rebel like a lot a lot of times.... getting bored of it. LOLX
that night was a last min clubbing. JJ asked me if i'm free. i told him i end work soon. so since i work at Clarke Quay...... COOL.. wed will be my clubbing day =P

so i joined JJ n friends... hahas not very close... a bit bored coz i dnt really know them. bt the music was nice throughout the night. awesome! even zirca was playing R&B.... totally awesome! :) left earlier as i need to wake up early the next day for driving. nice to meet those peeps. if there's chance to see them in club again? maybe. hahahahs..

Labels: club on ladies Nite

Cycling Journey To Changi Village with Ying Lin and Barbara.

its a Long time since the 3 of us come together and chit chat about the past. Its boring to walk around Town or any shopping center, so we decided to get our self out under the Sun and cycle. :)

we knew we will take quite a few hours to cycle to changi and back to east coast but we still want to give a try. :) whole journey took us about 4hours. throughout the 4 hours we gain and we loss. what i mean by we Gain? as in we finally get together and had quite some fun since the moment we met at Potong Pasir :) laughters and stupid silly things we did during our childhood.. we just wish we could go back to those old days and not think of school work But simply enjoy being the innocent playful kid. misses.

So what we loss? we lost lots of water and we loss lots of energy paddling the bike. Shagged. totally wear out after the 4 hours. hahas....

weather was weird...

at 1st was alright. the sky was clear and windy. later about to reach changi, the sun was kind of Hot.... after our lunch we made our way back to ECP, the sun somehow grow Bigger??! it was scorching HOT..... omg.. our energy were half used up. plus the sunny weather, we took a big time paddling our bike. Soon ..we feel the ache on our butt. hahas it always happen after long hours of cycling.

finally we reached East Coast Nation Park the sky starts to rain.....
What 3 in 1 weather we've got that day??!hahas bearing with all the agonies.... we finally managed to get our self back to the rental shop. Pheww.... hahas finalllllly!

three of us dragged our feet to mac and i wash up b4 we headed to the nearest bus stop for 13 to J8 and have our dinner. tired tired.... slpt in bus for the 50mins journey.....

amanda joined us for awhile before she starts work. her counter out of sudden gather a crowd... those ppl aren't her customers BUT PPL like us... only come and disturb and use up all her samples and tissues. LOLX hope her time did pass faster then her usual days at work. we did help u to kill some time HUh? haha =D

Meet up with beat after tat at TPY to get grab some dinner and Koi Bubble tea and stuffs.. Again.. even the 2 of us haven't seen each other for more than 1month! and we still can talk anything under the sun... a simple meet up will always brighten up my day. thanks beat! :)
and of coz i noe u also wanna thanks me.... HAHAHAS i accept your thank you.... don't mention Uh.. LOLX!!! xD hope to see u AGAIN! and AGAIN!!!!! jiayou for your attachment! =) goooooooooood Luckkkkkkkkkkk!!!!

totally shagged... I'm physically and mentally shagged.... just can't wait to reached home ASAP... i walked home with a aim. and it is......"I WANT TO REACHED HOME NOW........"


PICS.~

Labels: 21 sept 09

blog blog blog.....

a lot to blog. but don't know how to start...

work work work...

still uncertain if i should continue to work or hold on to all my jobs....

time time time....

holidays are getting shorter and shorter.... have i enjoy my holidays???
BIG QUESTION MARKS......

be right back..
sleep sleep sleep....
now i'm having this sleeping disorder.

wahhhhhhh... damn fan arhhhhhhh.... can the $ just drop from the sky??

damnnn.
i see my driving expenses i can really faint. just got my pay and all gone into those DRIVING lesson booking. shagggged!

i spent hours looking at the time slot. wishing if there's some kind soul who will cancel their sept slot... bt sad to say no one cancel any of thier slot. now i have to book all the way to nov. i got to finish everything b4 Mar 2010! if not i will have to pay for many many things again.....
come on!!! TAN WEI HWAN! chiong all the way! dont waste ur effort u have put in NOW! jiayouuuu!

argg.... i simply wish i strike a 4D or something... i just need s sum of 5000? should be enough for me to get all the things i'm craving for now. actually 3000 will do. the rest can go to my saving HAHAS.

so vex over my schedule and my dateline.
work and work... but i still see no money.. where does all my $$ gone to HUh??? shit.. hp bill is another big boom to me. ARGGG i wanna throw away my hp la. damnnn....
should i just restrict myself to just go work, go for driving lessons and then go home. so i wont spend a single cents out there. hmmmmm.... bt i think by the end of the month, i will become retarded. enclose myself until i go crazy. HAHAHAS.... kidding la.

no mood to blog. sorry all those outings and pics i will have to postpone again. sigh.. i'm tired.
busy weekends again =(
Serene Tan!!!! i'm afraid i cannot visit u this sun! i got work uh =( i will replan a day out with u OKAY!!! =)

Labels: planning schedules is driving me crazy....

Friday Night @ Zirca, Rebel ~

Happy 19th Birthday Ronald! :)















to be continue.....

Labels: it's a friday Night....