I hate my life.. I hate how I'm under control:( I hate how I need to live in such a restricted life.. I hate y I've to wake up so early every weekend! I hate y my wishes din come true! I hate how I have to face those consequence when i want to plan things on my weekends.. I hate the complain that we din help out.. I hate how much we do, ur still not satisfied! Coz its nv ending n nv enough! It hurts..
i hate this kind of life when I have got a big burden to consider before anything I want to do.. What is fair ?! Pls tell me.

Christmas eve..

i wish that happiness will come to me :)

i wish my hard copy wish list will all come true. :( coz it kinda go missing... i don't know where it gone to. :(

Santa pls grant them all... i know its hard but may i wish for those wishes that are being covered up? :] pls... coz i really hope they are real and will happen on me one day. :)

of coz everything in my wish list are impt to me. so may i seek your kindness to fullfill them all :)

Santa... you are really nice and i thank you you for being such a nice Santa to all of us.

merry Christmas to you Santa and fellow people out there.:]

have a good merry X'mas and may all your wishes come true :)

Labels: christmas eve

i feel fortunate to be who i am now.

but many a times being a human, we are never satisfiy with what we have now.

recently i've been thinking of what i want. what i wish and what i will become. wishes are easy to say yet it is not easy to fulfill.

im kinda tired with who i am now. i need and want to go for a long holiday! set me free~! pls.

Labels: Set me free

I'm so tired to even on my com n blog everything:(

Labels: Wishes...

sudden thoughts (:

"Are you feeling happy with such short ride around this little red dot island? and even though not many shops are open at such hours?"

"hmm yesh"

making someone happy is equivalence to making myself happy (: do think so?

why such thoughts? hmm well i guess cause not many a times people will ask such question and i kind of ask it and remembered it. (: so.. thought of sharing my thoughts here. :)

its nice to hear someone that likes what you've done or that agrees to what you have said. isnt it delighting? :)

bringing a simple mind and heading to anywhere that has pretty night lights and little chill out places, don't you feel its kind of perfect when everything is being carry out so smoothly without any plans? (:
well i thought just a simple tour around night streets can be very chillax-ing. ((:

i enjoy it quite much. (: thanks :)

Labels: nightlights with great accompany (:

I hate how the way you are..

Sigh.. Kill me pls..

*** ****** I'm sorry.. I need to shout it out..

Labels: Hate being an ass

giving your 100% doesnt mean you will get back a 100% in return.

sometimes i realized i put in too much at the end of the day i got back 70% it all depends on this word call miracle. its only this miracle that make things happen. life isnt easy at all..

Woke up feeling lost and scared.. I don't know How I should bring myself to accept what I am now.. Everything changed and it's another adaption I need to adapt and start all over again..:((

I'm feeling lousy and down..

Labels: If you realized today my day isn't green but blue