nothing is forever.
treasure now and embrace that memorable one.

what has gone will be gone? is that so?
but will i still refresh my memories? having to re-call back will only make me feel worst. so best is not.

for now i do wish to travel around the world like how you did. that was really amazing. you are always the one who I'll wanna be your shadow, who I'll like to follow your footsteps cause you are really that awesome. no doubt until now i still admire the way you are. :)

life is never enough. one thing to learn is to satisfy what you've got and live a happy life.

Labels: thoughts are never ending

I need a break. Pls let me go. Pls spare me more time. I need it more than i want it.
I'm begging you. Get away is proberly what I'm looking forward to now.

Labels: I need you.

if only time can heal everything
like it when im too preoccupied with work, it brings me away and time pass by without even me knowing.

24/7 working. its killing me if you realized im suffering silently.

Labels: life is like a piece of white paper...

its 4.50am and im still up.

having too much in mind got me a little emo recently.

"In life you can't choose what can stay and when it's gone , you see the leaves falling from your happiness tree. They say i should grow up bigger and stronger and accept what god has for me. But they don't know , its worst than a burning drink in my throat. It's always horrible when a part of yourself's gone"

can we choose our fate to what we want it to be?
it will be great. just for once pls..

Labels: face it or not?

101010

today seems like a special day. a day where memorable memories should be created. someone just told me today is a PERFECT 10 DAY. yeah true. perfect 10. yet i do wonder why does her perfect 10 turn out be that simple. Without having her own birthday cake and her own birthday song, she feels glee and blessed.

a perfect 10 can be as simple as that. isn't it blissed to just have someone you loved to be by your side and spent his/her every single second with you?

after today's 101010 i realised i miss my friends around me.
i realised there are too much for a person to accommodate to all her friends. i always wanted to gather all my friends together and form a big happy frien-mily. but now thinking of it. i realised its not easy and not possible for every single different personality to come together as one big frien-mily.

21st birthday. is it a big day to everybody?
so what is it when we celebrate our 21st? i know we want a memorable one. yah i want that too.
but when i think of the process. the different groups of friends, the preparation. will it turn out to be a successful one? im afraid to left out anyone. im afraid im not able to handle them all. i don't know why but i just wish to hold a success 21st birthday party if im gonna have one.

i feel i had screwed my life upside down. :(
i don't know what I'm heading for where I'm heading to. its kind of lost whenever i think of my next destination. it can be like a fixed boring routine. but i know i want more than just what I'm having now. i haven't even explore whats life out there! i bu ren shu! what i want to know now is how to climb higher in a few years time? i want to be a billionaire. a someone out there. no need to be famous but a someone to be recognised.

upgrading myself will bring me further? or gaining experiences benefits me more? aye.. time is slipping off every now and then :/ anyone knows what i really need? pls guide me thru.

concentrate on one item is not thrilling enough. i need more than one to keep me occupied.

sigh off @1.06am

Labels: i need a getaway soon

erm...

i was thinking if i should ignore my blog and never update anymore.
hesitated for quite long and decided to visit my blog again :)

i miss those days i blog every single day. :(

life is something never gonna be the same as you grow up.

i used to think why can't people do things constantly. why do they have to stop updating their life and changed to become some non active creature? :( its sadden. only until i stepped into this stage so called"working life". well only then i found myself doing the same things. same boring routine. elided what we call life! thats bad! >:(

i still want to change for a better. i know that's not all. i still have got a lot a lot i wanna explore and do! life is so short. if only there's........... endless $,life time, good times, and explorers , life will be fruitful and meaningful. I'm a Singaporean. but i realised there are so many countries out there i haven't get a chance to visit yet :( sigh.

right now. work to me is to gain experiences. i still want to learn more things. i've got many many wishes n interest to grant. i want i WANT i want to grant all my wishes.

alright. im beat. need my slp. good night all.