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Saturday, January 22, 2011
I can't take it anymore somehow. I know i can't have anymore. I feel like I'm being abandon，but no.. Is all abt how useless I am. Fuck tell me wat is the right way to handle such things?!
My heart is being hurted deeper each day.G
Been thinking too much? Expect too much?
I just want it that way. Isnt it right? I hate it when my heart sank n im feel like shit. So hopeless. So loser:(

Ahhhh.. I kind of want to end my life after ny 21st. I want to give up everything in me. I dntnoe how to overcome it.. Best way is to die off. I seriously hate how I am! Fucking timid! Arhhhhhh fuck fuck:(

Can anyone pls let me die??

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My mind's unweaving/ 3:37 AM

Sunday, January 02, 2011
2010 has became a past.
yet the new arrival of 2011 has just began.

2011....
someone pls tell me what's so good about 2011? i don't have good feelings for 2011 at all. sigh. and can someone pls tell me why i don't feel good neither do i feel it's a fresh new year. :(

actually... i kinda realized it's the things i've to face in 2011 that got me so restless. what to do?
sighhh....

心一再地痛时，那会是不如任何的疼痛。
泪水一再地留下时，那会是无法能够控制的。
那当你想起自己很无奈时，没有任何人是能够逗你开心。
除了那个的你

明天会更好。希望是如此。

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