i no longer brings a 100% hearted to work as i know i'm moving to another team and leaving my current desk. =(
new desk isn't comfortable. i don't feel happy despite having less work to do sigh.. its kinda boring now... :( no more excitement. No more busy life.. Sigh.
I'm so gonna hate going work le:((

Labels: A change changed my life..

我总觉得人生真无趣：（

每天都过着平平凡凡的日子。。

期待着会有谁能带走我。。到一个新的世界，新的环境。没有烦恼没有过去。我很想从来。。

从新找回自我。

Labels: 忙忙人凑中。。

I'm sorry.. I....
To be continue....

我不知道我因该说什么。 只想说声谢谢你。xoxo..

Labels: Out of words but definitely more than just these..

I don't like how the way you conclude everything.. I know everything wasn't intentionally but I never ask much if you realized.. Everything happen in there will end there. That was how I thought I could conclude everything that had happened..

I kinda not know how to show a happy front to people when I'm feeling troubled or down now.. I used to be a happy go lucky one and covered everything as if I'm fine.. but what happened to me now? My Emo shit can't be hidden:( I'm so affected.

What can distract me now? I'm searching still.. Pls lead me to somewhere else.

Labels: Heart is crying without tears..

I don't Noe why I'm so furious.. I just need to know what the hell are those guys doing.. Fucking attention seeker? For what use??! Can earn a living? OR technically trying to hook girls and fuck them all? Or are they bloody so pathetic that they need to show off they bloody FUCK FACE so they will LEVEL UP their fame?? Fuck them seriously.. they are good for nothing except Act one wu seh. Indeed THEY HAVE GOT NOTHING TO SHOW OFF.. how sad.. Puck!

Guys...Please spare the ladies some face..You guys just fucking need some life! Pls don't fucking think that girls around are all THE SAME! Fucking go and wash ur eyeballs! It's fucking flooded with your sperms! u assholes! Get it?!

If you guys don't even know the rules to be in a match, pls bloody memorize it before you go and challenge others up! What an irresponsible act to be unhappy about and then start those nonsensical arguement! Childish! And you! Bare in mind that YOU all wanted to join in the 1st place. Blame no one but YOU all! Shuck!

I hate it....!!!!!
I'm still so agitated. I don't like it though.. But I can't help myself to feel angry.. I feel like telling you.. U really suck being a girl. Why bother when you know he actually can handle things himself.. Need not a girl to show up n stop anything nor BEG him. Totally a loser being a girl >:( you know??? Ahhhhhh.. Asshole guys! Fuck offfffff my sight!

Being a guy really will win everything from a girl? So unfair..!! Why???! I seriously hate how this world has this fucking bias logic that girls will lose to guys! Never ever will I feel that way! You guys just suck!

Labels: I'm sorry I'm just affected much

have a break have a kit kat.

today is a public holiday! together with the nice cooling weather somehow i feel im back to schooling old days where im home watching TV and lazing around. i miss those days but not to the extend that i will want to stay home and do nothing. oh well.... im kinda contridicting myself...

simple in words, i just want some time for myself. my way of relaxing can be as simple as laying on bed and stare... dream... stone... weird? is it? uhhh.... not really i thought. :)

24hours a day seriously isn't enough for me.
like i spent half of my day relaxing and if my other half is spend with my family, where else can i find time for my friends and outings :( its hard to accommodate everything in one.

i realised I'm getting slacker recently. i cant put myself on a running track mail for more than an hour. is either i haven't have enough time for it or i will be so beaten to even step up for a slow jog. sigh
never stop looking out for a long holiday where i can rest enough play hard as well as train fit :)

likewise I'm still awaiting for a relaxing getaway. please let it happen sooner or later. I'm desperate for it.

Labels: never stop feeling tired

Want to be simple yet extraordinary.

Life is never ending of thoughts. I once thought I will stop at a point and live that life forever. Seems like it's not that case. We are forever changing n adapting. Is this what we call life?

Well... I'm not sure. At such, I shall see what's next, step by step just like (G.R.I.N.D)

Labels: Thoughts

I've got a lot to say. but i know i can't say it.

im trying hard to let things rest. a few times i really wanna give up and tell you all. but what the fcuk am i doing if i lose control and make things out of control again. NO! all these have to come to and end!

sigh.. determination isn't that easy to handle :(

I'm always tempted to remove you. in fact i did but i feel there's no need to do so. because i still have to face reality. no point running away so i decided to face it! but.....

I'm such a loser i swear. why can't i be more free and unaffected. life isn't any better when you once got hurt and it will be even worst to get hurt twice. this shows why I'm afraid to start a fresh new now. i have got no confident in any already :( uhhh..sigh.. life sucks now.

day by day... I'm waiting for something. something which i wish to brighten me up.
pls get near me soon.. i need you. light me up pls.

when someone tells you to stop running and take a break. does it means you've worn-out and you really need that break?

will anyone pls consent me....

Labels: worn out

thanks. cause you made my night :)
i almost forget everything with your silly actions and our random conversations.

thanks once again. i think we kinda miss having long chatting session till late night uh. my mood turn out to become better somehow. i feel like my night passed without feeling any pain or sadness.
you are still that awesome girl. i will never forget how the way you are.
and not forgetting ur smile :) webcam can be blur but ur smile will never be blur. :)

rmb im always there when you need that someone :) life is still that precious gem. we shouldnt let it go just like that. lets jiayou together okay :) love you girl

good night to you. and may your night be a sweet one :) < 3

Labels: this is for you-thankyou