101010

today seems like a special day. a day where memorable memories should be created. someone just told me today is a PERFECT 10 DAY. yeah true. perfect 10. yet i do wonder why does her perfect 10 turn out be that simple. Without having her own birthday cake and her own birthday song, she feels glee and blessed.

a perfect 10 can be as simple as that. isn't it blissed to just have someone you loved to be by your side and spent his/her every single second with you?

after today's 101010 i realised i miss my friends around me.
i realised there are too much for a person to accommodate to all her friends. i always wanted to gather all my friends together and form a big happy frien-mily. but now thinking of it. i realised its not easy and not possible for every single different personality to come together as one big frien-mily.

21st birthday. is it a big day to everybody?
so what is it when we celebrate our 21st? i know we want a memorable one. yah i want that too.
but when i think of the process. the different groups of friends, the preparation. will it turn out to be a successful one? im afraid to left out anyone. im afraid im not able to handle them all. i don't know why but i just wish to hold a success 21st birthday party if im gonna have one.

i feel i had screwed my life upside down. :(
i don't know what I'm heading for where I'm heading to. its kind of lost whenever i think of my next destination. it can be like a fixed boring routine. but i know i want more than just what I'm having now. i haven't even explore whats life out there! i bu ren shu! what i want to know now is how to climb higher in a few years time? i want to be a billionaire. a someone out there. no need to be famous but a someone to be recognised.

upgrading myself will bring me further? or gaining experiences benefits me more? aye.. time is slipping off every now and then :/ anyone knows what i really need? pls guide me thru.

concentrate on one item is not thrilling enough. i need more than one to keep me occupied.

sigh off @1.06am

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