well.. today my mood went from that `````` High..... to.... this ______ low...

i did mention in my twitter i'm looking forward to a new start. yes i am. i'm bringing along my happy and carefree mood out.. yet i came home with this super upset.. pain in me... anger in me... stressfulness in me... sigh.. these feelings are making me tense up..

all thanks to those bastard guys.. especially that no integrity guy who have his cheeks to even feel that he isn't at fault. what can these guy become one day? seriously.. gentleman are diminishing in this world. he can just play off his life man.. hope he got himself Acquired immune deficiency syndrome .. or Human immunodeficiency virus .. damn .... u will get it one day.. not to be cursed.. u just deserved it.

sigh.. so pissed with his reaction and replies. non of it shows that he is apology at all. what can his brain be filled with?nth but ass? is he only up will all those Fucking CB Life?? if you really think your looks is the above average. i will like you to look yourself in th mirror. never will you be any good looking with that ugly heart. you're an empty shell. actually.. not even fit to be a shell... a empty pill of SHIT? oh man... i cannot believe.. i can describe shit as EMPTY... cool man.. only such ass will have such shitty name. hahas.. i love it! u seriously SUCKS! u TOoh!

alright.. say so much he wont even read. hah.. lets safe my energy for other things else ba.

hey girl.. i'm sorry..
sorry for not knowing how to console you.. i'm not good at it.. i notice myself only recently... sorry..
hope you feel better after those cries.. though i don't wish to see u cry.. coz you never once cried and not feel pain or upset. =( i feel so pain to see u i pain too...

i know whatever i have said, its not powerful enough to get you your confident.. but you have to know that it never too late to start a new. you should know you are still young. you have got too many things to do in 1 couple of years time. pls look at the bright side. love life just not coming your way now. u can make a little twist? n work hard on other path now. nothing is impossible. plus you have got so many cool n wonderful dreams to fulfill. wahh u make me feel like you have really got bright future. i foresee all of your great achievement you know? really... that scene always appear in my mind. you are someone who shines up there in a couple of years time.

hmmm... life is always changing.. like there's this Chinese phrase 就的不去，新的不来. its the same when you dont stop yourself from thinking of those past. you will never get over it. you have to even feel that he isnt worth to be nicely treated, i just feel like going to him n give him a tight slap.. LIKE NOT JUST ONE! arggg... he pissed me off damn badly..

xin tong .. ouchx..
i'm tired after a long day out there.. i need some slp.. i hope you are slping soundly now.. good nights..

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