Monday, May 17, 2010
i'm sure they are pissed with my behavior and attitude.
i'm sorry..
i feel extremely lousy after this morning lecture from dad.
yes, i admit i haven't been giving my trust to you all.
i'm sorry.. i felt
i'm such an ass too.. =(
i break my promise, i never ask for permission.. i even make my own decision on things that does not belong to me.
i'm to be blame right? yes.. its all me ... sigh
recently
i'm not in any stable mood. Feelings are always down or
emo.. i believe being alone for quite sometimes will lead to pessimistic me. i don't know how to face my life at times. its just so out of control and tears will start to roll down. =(
人生真的很不容易走。。 一旦跌倒就不容易站起来了。就算能看开也不可能永远放开。。 就比如割伤的伤口 会永远留下那疤痕。。没那么容易恢复。
想想。。 做人真不容易。
除非 。。。。
??(never really thought of what's a real happy life for me) i guess i'm still searching for it..Labels: whats life?
My mind's unweaving/ 12:04 AM