Sunday, March 14, 2010
why??
do i looked like I'm someone who should be take n thrown aside after awhile? DO I? cant u understand how much i did is all i want to.. not being force.. not even a grumble about anything... why can't you understand?
if i were to just leave you aside.. i will do that since the day u thrown me aside... ignore me... why do i have to do all my best to keep u accompany.. to make you feel better... unless you tell me.. all i have done is nothing to you.. ok.. i will not fan you anymore..
do you?
seriously.. whenever you made a chong dong decision .. its gonna be hurting me deep.... deeper den the cuts i had on my hands ...
if you rmb i mention... bring me along when u want to be bang down by a car.. *touched wood* i asked you to bring me along... yes.... i said that.. why? becoz i don't see why i should still live on when u aren't around anymore..
and right now.. just becoz of some little misunderstanding... you decided to throw me aside again.. you really think you are doing the right things? don't you think its so unfair to me.... why? why do u always want to make such decision... it breaks my heart... i really tried to bare with all those happenings u had with those bastards... sorry.. i call them bastard..
i'm really trying to help you.. i don't know if you had heard whatever i've told you.. i don't know if all those i had said to you do help you feel any better.. ?
but seriously i did tried... i don't wish to see you so upset so vex.. u know that? i know its not easy for you to just forget and move on... everything need time to solve.. u just need some time and some accompany? don't you?
i'm sorry about having a friend to reply you so harsh. i apologised to both..
i know i always put her 1st.. i'm sorry..
if you ppl are to place ur loves one behind don't you think its not counted your loves one anymore?
i'm sorry i don't know how to handle things like tat.. i tried though.. maybe i was wrong.. i tot i can bring all of us tgt.. had fun tgt.. i know its not easy to let one who doesn't interact much and expect all of us to accept it... haiz.. its all my fault.. sorry..
i don't agree to your decision...Labels: pls give time to all..
My mind's unweaving/ 12:19 AM
