sigh... i dntnoe whatever I'm doing issit right.

i give myself chance to forgive.. but.. it seems like i haven't overcome my own anger and sadness. ;((

i feel shitty.

right now is my study weeks.. haiz.. yet new year is just next week... i doubt i will be enjoying my new year... i think i will be staying home to hug and kiss my notes..... so siann.

i know i have been thinking of what i should do after grad.. but still whenever i got myself to think again!!!~ i will feel so helpless... where should i go? what should i do??? omgg... damn siannnnn.

S-I-G-H... hahahaas.. this four letters make me wanna laugh.. LOLXx... since when i become a sigh girl.. HAHAHAHS
ok.. anw.. still no mood to laugh at myself.. I'm an idiot tooo! freakkk.. cant i have some responsibility toward my working attitude? i put plane again... uhhhh.... feel super bad. but i oso scared to call in to apologise. dumb de me... sigh
tml working.. i think i'll have to get myself ready to face the music....~~~

recently due to Chinese new year... mama n dad kind of putting in their very best to up sell all their goods.. i see le i oso wanna help them.. but with my stupid mood swing character.. i keep giving them attitude when going market to help out. right now.. i shld help them with those packing and stuff... but i'm here blogging... i feel like slapping myself.. make them so tired.. yet i still... uhhh...
bt i super no mood to do things uh.. like rotten me.~
ytd went club with shilin,kaisin n frens.. well at 1st was not in the mood to go.. but it always turn out differently when i step in the club! :))) feel like another me le. HAHAHAHS
hope shilin enjoyed herself.. and i saw a super crazy kaisin last nite... OHHHHH HAd Fun uh! hahas.. :)
picture upload soon. stay tune~

ok la.. super vex... wanna go jog le.. destresssssssssssssssssssssss..... sighhhhh~