just feel like running away..

my mind keep running non-stop.. every minute.. every second...
how i wish i can have a controller to my brain.

if i dislike this period of time... i can just fast forward it.... sigh...

i want to be a great inventor.. a super understanding inventor who can help people like me... create all sort of incredible equipments for us to vent our anger.
get us through all the unhappy, stressful moments.
get all these technologies out to help people like ME! PLEASE...

My 2010. it started off with many uncertainty.
time had just passed like that.
10days passed by.. this is so incredible!

all sort of shitty, miserable, vexed, shagged mood and feelings.
all came in at the beginning of 2010. just what a New Year...

I'm looking for a New Year. seriously... a brand NEW YEAR. what i want to achieve?
i know I'm still figuring. time don't stop for me. that's one thing i hate about living on Earth. baaak!

Very soon.. I'm out there to look for what i really want.
am i right to say that? i got to look for my interest? not to waste time on something i dislike. sigh.. why do we people always wait till we regretted... then we will work harder.
失败是成功之母？but we will be wasting our time and effort when we 失败ah. hmmmmm... ..
做人真累。

2010... I'm 20 le.
i still rmb my dad told me something when i'm 9years old.
”明年你就不再是一个数字了。多出一个号码了！十岁了！长大了。哈哈。。“
so fast... 10years passed...
i'm going to be 20! its"2" now! no longer "1" in front.. omggggg not wanting to say friends around me who are elder than me are old. just.. i wont have a 1 in front of my age le. unless i can live till 100 years old. hahahas this is like 80years later. ("z) krazy!

20... to me is like an adult le.
i always have this thinking when people starts their 20s, they should be out there to earn a living already. :(( one stressful burden we have to carry with us le. 真是的！baahz！！！讨厌。讨厌！！
responsibilities are getting more and more heavy.
i see my parents work so hard everyday.. 我的心很酸。i wish i can faster earn big money everyday... don't want to see them work so hard and tired.. i want to bring them to travel around.. i want them to relax themselves. when can i do that!!!!?

money.....
can u grow more if i count u everyday?
expenses...
can u go lesser if i don't see you?

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