why can't this term break be longer?????

i got a lot things to do!

a lot a lot a lotttttt..... sigh..

i'm super vex about what to do next. what does the next mean. is after i grad.. sighhh..really i'm super worried. cousin called me to talk about it too. =/ still very unsure of my future track.
worry worries worried !!!!!

at the same time... many of them tell me not to panic. is not too late to make decision after i grad. but i just don't feel save to not think about it now. sigh...

haha i almost got myself to sign on with army force.
i'm thinking why not work with this stable job 1st and den think of what i can pursue after this right? actually this isn't a bad idea. but! i also have to think of after the bond is up.. what i can do! gosh again.. a big question mark. sian........

fan la... so many things not settled down. at this age issit when we have to make decision? issit at this age that we have to go through all this pressure to make a choice...????
i know i shouldn't run away...
so many choices.. so many different path. which is the right one? pls tell me...... sigh

i left with 12days! arggggg... damn sick of counting down.
so many things.... piling up!
more n more stress. pls give me an organised brain! i hate to rush.. yet i'm not good at organising my stuff. freak.

its coming to an end of 2009. x'mas is around the corner. new year is just next week.
why do all these holidays fall on this term break?! and freaking school! giving so many assignment to do. FREAK!~ angryyy

leaving....
Note: next wed, 4e3 ppl!!!??? free? can we meet up for dinner or anything?? its so long since we last meet.

jiat xing! prawning....and dinner at sushi tei? WHEN!? and u still u bluff me about having buffet dinner at watever hotel!!! WHEREEEE!!!!?? bluffffff me! hahas..

LOLA WONG! dnt work n workkkkk! i noe u got no choice... bt sian.. ur off day will be like when???? trying to ask u out, but no right timing ehhhh! sian. jx and me is waiting for u to prawn out BIG PRAWNS! heee...

DEVON HENG n RONALD LOW!! ur are so crazy to spam my facebook with the KOREAN grp SNSD concert at korea!! sot de! LOLX make urself free on wed night as well? gatheringggggggg!

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