what to say...

I'm just gonna be like this all the time. sigh...
controlling my myself.. clenching my teeth.. keeping myself calm..... i tried..... sometimes.. it just go out of control. :(

i know myself well. and i knew this will happen to me. i knew it...
i just wish things will come to an end... and that's the END... pls... sigh.

I'm just like a mute.
swallowing everything down is the best way to resolve things.
whenever things start to overload on me... i'm no longer behaving like myself....
just like an idiot..
i'm sorry... =..(
i'm so fortunate..
there's always ur to be my angels :)

again... i don't know wat to say... but... i'm sorry ... and.... thank you. :)

its.... 6.30am now.. n i looked out of my window... i see the sky is getting brighter... i know i should be happier to have myself staying throughout the night mugging on my work. and i did completed the things i wanted to finished up. :) a smile is not enough....
as i know soon i will feel the stress again... sigh..

i should let go a little... pls smile a little longer! u can do it! hwan :))

beat... u are like a little pig sleeping on my bed hahas... sorry.. u pass me those pillows i haven't get to touch them uh... sad... u think should i bring one along with us? hahas.. i'm sorry but i need to bring those stressful things along with me... bare with me alittle... u just go ahead and enjoy.... i will stay in and mug on my test next week.... :)

kaisin! i miss you! hahas i don't want see u so tired.. okay! don't make urself work every weekends! u are alrdy in IPP from morning till night! pls get some good rest ok :)

! sahah... !gnipeewhgno
i know you will be busy with your weekends as well.. just wanna say Take Care.. cya soon... and... i missyou! hahas... doubt you will even think of me la. sigh. hahahas :)
i shall say in advance....
GOOD NIGHT! pls slp tight and sugar dreams :)) hugs...

beat.....................................!!!!

its time to wake up!!!.... my SUPER LOUD alarm is going to ring in 10mins time!!!!!! don't jump out of my bed like zombie okay! hahahahahahahs.... i'm actually talking to myself.. see how cool to have a sleepless night! boooh.....

gtg....i need to email my work to my dearest grp leader b4 i go!! ohhh... tongliang jiayou!!! :)

beat.....sigh.... =/


oh before i gooooo..
last nite was zhangYang Bday!
ONCE AGAIN!..... HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDA TO YOU!
HOPE ALL UR BEAUTIFUL DREAMS WILL COME TRUE SOON! :) TC N CYA

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