Wednesday, September 30, 2009
19 more days to my school new semester.
haven't attend lessons for more than half a year........ i cannot rmb what's practical lessons like... how's tutorial lessons being conducted and lectures?.. i only rmb.... i have been separated from my classmates for more than half a year.
new friends... new environment..starting from 2 March 09, i was attached to Vertex Consulting for my IPP. it was my 1st attachment yet i encountered some problems while doing some of their project. i learnt from it after being sent back to NYP to continue with my FYPJ.
Being placed in this room with not a single familiar faces.... i have to start all over and mix around with my FYPJ Lab mates. at lst i was not used to waking up early and leaving school only at 6pm. its like half of my life stuck in that enclosed room. being so stranger to all of them. i can only sit in and play with my computer and blog and wat else..... chat on MSN? boring life......
Only... slowly my lab mates are getting more n more familiar with each other, we tend to have lunch together celebrate special occasions and even go gym and do sports together during the 8hours in school. Its getting more and more fun instead of just sitting in that room and play with facebook and etc...
well... its always like this.. only when we are getting closer and time will flies... soon its going to the end of our FYPJ. sigh..
3months had gone... and we got to proceed with our IPP. (known as our attachment)
that's what i mean by.....
new friends ... new environment....this time round, I'm attached to DBS. was kind of shocked to be placed in a bank. worried about wearing formal everyday... worried about being able to complete their task given..... many worries.. many uncertain... another long hours enclosed in that office.
knew there were a few of NYP students who are attached to DBS as well.
glad to know JJ was attached to DBS too. :) he is my fypj lab mate. a guy who can be so blurr yet he can have lots of fun too =)
25 may 09 to 14 aug 09....
in this 3months i learned a lot. finally i get to try how's office life like. how to encounter piles of work load and really make own decision. during that 3months is really a good experience. :)
time really files.......i had my holidays break since 14 aug 09.
till now i'm still having my break.... i'm getting bored of being alone all the time... not in groups.. not attending lessons with friends... not having outing with friends after school... not doing things in group anymore..... feel so lonely at times though...
well.. i did try to make full use of my holidays to work part time jobs and take up as many driving lessons as possible. managed to get a taste of how night life is like after working in A971 cafe. its like a big turn around to work till AM and slp in the morning. if i were to choose again... i will prefer a job with different shift. at times i will want to work in the day. and if I'm bored.. i will like to work at night. becoz that will stop me from thinking wild and stone at home. HAHAS
all this while i learnt and do things mostly on my own. kind of used to it.
bt i dislike it. life doesn't seems to be exciting anymore.
i thought i should have a new target and plan to go oversea and explore... make new friends... learn new things and be someone who can bring something special back to Singapore. HAHAHAS...
updates and pictures are coming up soon...Labels: bored~ plans.~ hopes
My mind's unweaving/ 2:56 PM