Wednesday, July 08, 2009
wedenesday!Ha Ha..
days are getting more n more boring. work load are getting more and more complex. my life seems to be Less happening. many plans yet no time to do it. hate to rush. wish to be free.
hate hate hate....
cannot think cannot think lah!!!. stupid stupid STUPID! haiz.
wanted to hold myself back yet still having stupid thoughts... dumbAss
feel so helpless. can hear can see cannot be there.
arggg.. why i am what i am now. if only i'm not born to be what i am now. i will want to have a change in my life.
freak. so sad so sad. infuture just don't tell me what is going on. Run away is the best solution.
i think it is the best solution. hopefully. sigh. argggg.....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i want to go n scream out my heart. wan to go n run until i dry up. wan to just brain wash my irritating thoughts. haiz. helpless is the worst thing on earth. i don't noe what to say. but if ignore will it be the best medicine for me now.? wat a difficult qus to ans.
how to? teach me ..if you nv mention him, i will not noe and i will not think and i will not feel heart pain. argggg....... xin heng dong.. heng donggg ahh.. =( hai yi wei wo neng bu li ni. hui jing li qu zhuo wo neng zhuo de. ke shi wo fang bu xia!!! cheeeeeby. argggg!!! fcukkk wo zai chi cu arhhhhhhhhhh.ben dan! haiz.. ni dong ma. :( wo yao ni zai wo shen bian. wo yao pei ni, wo yao ni yong yuan su yu wo de, neng mei tian bao zhen ni. bu yong ren he ren de reng dong. ni jiu shi wo de. mei yong de hwanhwan. rubbish yi ge! arggg!!Labels: abc
My mind's unweaving/ 9:19 PM
