Friday, June 12, 2009
last nite was too tired to blog.....so only managed to blog up a birthday wish for her! see how tie xin i am hahas!!! =Dalright its my turn to blog my working life!!currently at work place. waiting for the dumbdumbs to cum hahahs.. wanna have lunch with me bt all come late. i'm still waiting =) hahas is okay i noe u all r waiting for lesson to end too .... so i wait for u all! hahaswell... this morning there's meeting. same thing..... listen n listen. tired but no choice. trying to catch what they are saying...... bt somehow catch no ball. =Pis okay will try to learn more on the following meeting. =D i feel so retarded. whenever i come to work. i will feel uneasy and insecure due to lack of confidence in myself. i feel so helpless when they ask me to do something and....... i will need them to guide me b4 i can complete the task. its like wasting their time on teaching me when they are so busy and supposedly I'm the one helping them out inorder to reduce their work load. ended up, i 'm adding more work for them. Somehow i feel so useless. sighh sighhh.. heng zhi bei arhhhhhh.... =(wanting to help but creating more trouble like that. hmmmm....I'm still not used to the office hours.after lunch.... i will feel so damn sleepy! wanting to fall asleep. or i will be losing focus on the work I'm supposed to do. right now! after lunch. i type this post with a half conscious state. Today its Friday. hmmmmmmmmm i'm feeling great to come to the end of the week. but feel sian as i have to work on weekends. argggg.....i can't wait to stay at home and slack for at least 15 hours..... i need some nap, plus i want to stare into the space for a few hours. then switch on the TV to watch some shows.... and lastly, do my own stuff such as pack my table!! hahas so messy la.super tired arh................ dumbb toilet can be my second "bed". hahas. opps... always hide there*you are so special that i would describe you this way.....when i see you, i smile.
When i hear you, i listen.
When i touched you, i feel you.
When i kiss you, I LOVE YOU!mei you wei she me... jiu shi zhe me xi huan ni.Labels: tats when i say i....u :)
My mind's unweaving/ 12:41 PM
