Saturday, June 20, 2009
"Am i having my sch holidays now?? "
*attachment seems to come to an end after wed evening. i got myself so excited over the ladies night at zouk....... reached home nv once leave my phone isolated.
even when i bathe i bring it with me -.-after that night, my "sch holidays" extend to 3 days. (wed, thurs, fri)i was looking forward to this night.. another clubbing nite which can keep me so carefree and freestyle. Nobody will care if u are a scholar or a worker or even a CEO... Whatever status u've got, everyone on the dance floor will ended up the same. whereby we DANCE our soul out.be it a sexy dance, a shuffle, a hiphop dance... or even just moving of ur legs..... u are part of US! =)) we listen to the same music we high n grind one another as if we are well known partners. hahas sound so bitchy. but well, to me clubbing is a place where
i don't see anyone except myself. from 11pm till 4am its my world.
unless unexpected situation.ZOUK...... sounds COOL when i 1st heard of it.AND MY 1ST time there was great n memorable. however, the next time i went in.... i find it worst than rebel......=.= wth...recently the music in all the club is CMI!!!!... all the DJ must be from some kuku places.. nv hear what is the real clubbing music issit??!!! wtf... play rock music, even country music??!! lame dao lao sia!!!! -,-!
haiz i guess the next time i go, i will hack care n do whatever i like.
nothing to comment for that nite. just issn't that wonderful as i thought. maybe if i bring in a simply minded me... i will enjoy. bt i actually brought in a complicated mind. which made me think so much and ended up zhi tao ku chi. only to blame myself. "sighh.. is okay", i will say.....so.... whats the MOST interesting part throughout the whole nite? ahahas.. its snapping pictures and snap snap snapppp.... nv bother to care if we looked ok. bt just keep on snapping and enjoy the craziness. guess what, the location of those pics wasn't taken in any part of ZOUK la. its along the road side outside ZOUK entrance.-.-!
hmmm all the pics are nice, some are very candid shots. whereas some of us gave a damn cheerful smile.=)) ahahas.. say so much.... i never intend to upload anyone of it. ps.
If u still rmb i mention i'm like having holidays???? hahas.. yes indeed i feel that i'm giving myself 3 days holidays.......
wed nite was a CLubbing nite., thursday afternoon had steamboat at my hs, friday although wasn't tat happening. bt i planned something. and somehow i Follow up my plan n go for it. wasn't very successful. but at least i tried. haiz.. dnt noe what is going on in me. feeling so down and empty that whole nite.
Sat>>
early morning giving a damn black face to everyone who speaks to me. i'm like the boss standing inside the stall doing my yong tau fu, nobody dare to speak or even ask me to do things. i feel sorry to show attitude bt i'm really not in a good mood ma. some more i din slp for the whole nite again. sighh...i'm kind of LACK behind.....
many things haven't do. i haven't call up my sch sup to tell her i'm on MC for thur n fri. ...... today i skip work again. tiredddd..... just called back to tell them i overslept. siann.. continuously din turn up for 4weeks.. wth.. i'm so suckky!!! haizzzz....
right now, i haven't get myself settle down..... got this heavy heart, i still have many things to deal with. argggg...... haiz i hate this feeling. i hate to plan.. i hate to follow step by step. i got no mood to do anything now other den stareeee.. n STILL STARE into the space.
freak.. sometimes i notice if i lie about myself taking MC, i will seriously feel sick or unwell. is like i said i had diarrhoea n need 2 days MC.... n the following day i had a little tummy upset. keep having bloated tummy and wanna go toilet. right now. having a little sore throat. eat anything oso not nice. hopefully i wont really take MC on Monday. pls......... or else i will be in deep shit... haiz
my 3days "sch holidays" turn out to be a little messy. all not according to plan. very last min decision. but somehow still did enjoy my "sch holidays" ...
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