Thursday, May 21, 2009
i got a real shocked when i recieved 1 offline message from Amanda... next is a more shocking one.... a email from Rhowena! omgomgomg... you know this is the 1st time i receive such msg when i'm feeling down. hmmmm.. really. i'm touched and almost tears..
OFFLINE MSG FROM AMANDA~
amanda! you noe wat... i really nv tot of receiving a offline msg from you. coz i tot after last night conversion. we might just keep slience for awhile again. hahas just feel that way. bt was so surprise to recieve your offline msg when i reached sch this morning. =)) kind of touched when i read how u try to console me HAHAHAHS... so cute lo.. you even end of with....
snowsecrets@live.com.sg sent 5/21/2009 1:05 AM:
i suck at this
snowsecrets@live.com.sg sent 5/21/2009 1:05 AM:
jiayu!hahas.. was smiling at it when i read until here. =)) thank soo much my dearrrrr amanda!!! =Di really feel there's a different when i chat with you in the past and now. the past we will nv talk more than 10 sentences.. i'm serious.. i do take note. =PP so PS to say it la.. HAHAHAHSnow... should say after 2008... we tend to chat more.. or even meet up just that randomly.. :) glad that i can see you AGAIN! hahas the feeling is like.... woahh COOOL hahahahahs.. although you says i changed a lot. bt... i'm actually the same hwan when u 1st know me.. you know that? hahas.. sometimes things will never change even if she went through so many things without u being there to share and enjoy with her... yahhh.. so don't think its only becoz of the past and so its all faded ... its not that easy one noh... hahahas u noe urself well too.. i don't wanna mention hahahahs... later kanna scolding again =Phey gal! i really wish friendship between us will maintain like this. not ON and OFF those kind. OK :)) miss ya.. <3>
NEXT..... surprising Email from this gal name RHOWENA~~~ omgg.!
hey.. rhoww!
usually i wont read e-mail.. bt happened to see your name in my hotmail... at 1st i wanted to delete it away... coz i thought its some forward msg.... but somehow... i think twice.. coz have a feeling its not a forward email. hahasss
soooooo when i starts to read your mail.. i feel the warmth in u trying to console me.. really i'm really touched! i almost teared .. actually my eyes are watery ardy... =X coz i never recieve such an email... NEVER... u take your time n efforts to write me an email to console me.. WAH... i really don't noe wat to say.. bt a BIG THANK YOU! you made my day!.. i'm serious!!! i really wish to see you now! and HUG u so tighttttt! hahahs.. opps..
i love to have a fren like you! coz i will treasure..
let me see... i known you almost a yr? wah.. we din even talk when i 1st saw u.. coz i nv have same lesson as u.. indeed i noe u thru beat.. hahas was a long story hUh.. ehhh maybe i forward abit hahahas.. yep.. you gave me an impression that you are so fierce.. you won't wanna talk to me.. hahas always so quiet.. ONLY until we did have somewhat heart to heart chatting.. den.... i find u as a friendly and Easy going gal. =)) realllly! u can be very ON.. very straight forward gal.
although at times you are quite stubborn.. bt hahahs.. i noe u are like tat la..
i will NEVER forget you said..... "I WANT TO BE TROUBLEFREE... AND I WILL" cool.. i like this sentence.. =)) i hope you are having good life now.. i would like to meet up with u for some dinner or SUPPER! hahahas.. drive me around! show me you did overcome your fear!OK? hahahas..
TAKE CARE! =D ciaooo.
another peers i have! that no other than....KAISIN & BEATRICE!!!
no matter when i'm feeling down.. these 2 gals will approached me the nxt moment to ask about whats going on.. and why so emo.. why so sadd... i really appreicate them. you noe your are counted part of my life since we form this threesome thingyy.. hahas really.. sometimes i will just think of what we had did in the past. like so crazy.. so insane.. so FUN and soooo ON.. we never fail to not laugh when we are tgt. HAHAHAS i love you and YOU! hahahaahhaahs... your are awesome.. before i know i will seperate with you guys when i process to my yr 3.. i really don't noe what to do.. i feel so empty. feel so alone.. feel like not coming school. not wanting to go for my IPP or FYPJ.. thats how i feel that period of time when we are having our term break.. Sighh
well.. i learnt to overcome somehow...
i know we still have to be independent..
BUT still without you ppl i think i will be AN EMO KID for yrssss... and reallly YRSSSS... coz i'm not like that crazy in the past.. i'm always keeping things to myself MYSELF... until i noe ur.. i let out a lot of secrets.. and also changed character. =) i would LIKE TO SAYYYYYY A BIG THANK YOU TO U N U!! HEE.... your noe who la.. no other dennnnnn BEATRICEEEE AND KAISINNNN! HAHAHAS
LOVESSS threesome!.. <3
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arh.. an emo day had been turned into a surprising day! i feel much better after seeing all this msg from my beloved frens! i love you guysss..... never forget this special thursday.
1 more day to end of FYPJ... misses and also nervous..
i will end off my 2nd LONGGGG post of the month! hahas ciaoo..Labels: treasure my friendships :)
My mind's unweaving/ 11:11 AM
