there's a weird feeling in me now.

now what's in my mind is what shld i do... wat shld i do... wat SHOULD I DO!!!!

many question marks in my head. sigh..
trust in people issit not ever lasting. well, it can be happening in me anything of time. so scared. sooooo scared!!! will there always be such incident happening? i don't wish to loose anything around me. bt i guess i will have to face it and overcome it. be it things ard me.... or be it people ard me. i will try to learn to be independent without it. i guess i will have to learn it sooner or later. no more depending on people. sigh...

does anyone of you feel so stupid to be like a follower? or maybe no opinion of your own?? argg... frankly speaking, i do feel that way at times. sooo dumb to be like that. simply no character at all. making decision is not my type. however, as u grow up, u will have to learn to make your own decision... thats the hardest part. wahhhh.. i hate it man.!

i feel so lousy at times too. Especially when i'm being ignored, being left a side or being scolded. i know everyone dislike to be treated that way. so why do we wanna treat people that way?? why not we have the mindset of bringing happiness to everyone? when you reply someone you can speak in a cheerful tone and not one word by one word. thats not very friendly right. ehhh maybe some of you don't think so.. bt i think its quite rude and will hurt that person too. you will not know if that person is sensitive enough to feel hurt right? :) so i always try not to reply one word. i will at least insert some smiley or at least a HAHA... to soften the whole scenario. well thats my opinion. hahas. no offence =)

hmmm... why i say so much or so many random thingy is becoz i feel so uneasy to keep it in my heart. was feeling so lousy and depress just now. HA! at least i throw some of my trouble and worries into my dearest BLOG! =D hmmmmm....
lastly.... be mindful and thoughtful of your way of speaking. :)) thx for your LISTENING EAR.~


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A VERY HAPPY NIU YEAR.
EVERYTHING IS A NEW START.
NO MORE CHILDISH ACT...
BE MATURE AND DO WAT I SHLD DO! =)

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