when darkness turns to light

Friday, August 29, 2008

2nd day of IT FAIR tiredddddddddddddddddd moodlessssssss

madness....
messsssyyyyyy.....
IMPATIENT!!!!!!!!

OMG. I REALLY HATE WORKING IN SUCH HECTIC PLACES.... however, due to the pay n commission... hmmmm i got no choice. $$ also won't drop from the sky. SIGh......

i guess if i'm going to work in the next IT FAIR, i won't be working in tis booth. coz i really dislike the ME in selling my products..... just not what i want. hahas dnt ask me why. i just don't like being in that booth and selling those rectangle staff. -.- makes me so IMPATiENT!!! AND RUSHY.

WHAT SO EVER. bt i will want to try other company. although i might not earn as much as this show.... i will still try out in other booth. hahas who knows....!!! other might give a higher commission rate. plus BETTER stuff treats.. working like a bull... end up only get myself tired up. SIANsation...........
ytd 1st day of IT FAIR was a okay one. did a normal sales... however today...... hmmmm i did a bad job. SUCK thru out..... though i get to meet many nice customers, at the same time i met very TALKATIVE customers!!!! OMG... they just ask n ask... over n over the same qus. F them la... sicko.talk so much i get nth..... waste my time only.... my energy is SO DAMN precious can.... i need it to do a lot of thing can!!!

i'm just not in a good mood today. i had no idea whats wrong with me. after being so BORED during the IT FAIR, i become very impatient.
the atmosphere is -MEsssy n irritating-!!!!!
bull shit...
nonsensessss...
just feel like SHOUTING OUT ****...

ok... shall keep myself calm... hahas sorry
tml will be a more hectic day for me. OMG... mum wan me to go market tml. i feel like killing myself.... holiday is so stresss for me. i prefer sch days... i only ned to go sch...... n travel home after sch... no ned to think of this n that. F***...
aaaaarrrrrrrrrrhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
sometime my dad will talk to me about REN SHEN dao Li. yea... i think he is right.. being greedy will only make people become more n more vex. if u are able to satisfied your needs, everything will be fine. everything will be a happy ending. no stress.... no expectation!. WHY modern days ppl tend to ASK for MORE!!! WHY?????

why can't we be just like a those kid in the 50s.... or 60's... they dnt use TECHNOLOGY!! they play NO COMPUTER GAMESSSSS they play with 5stones, marblessss.... issit tat cool enough??? everything is cheap and GOOD.

sigh..... i believe if technology continue to IMPROVE.... humans will not be a HUMAN being anymore. we will become ROBOTS..... we will not have normal life cycle... by then.... we will work for 24hours non-stop. no rest is needed... just work and work.. pills?? or whatever chips install into our body will tend to have control of OUR BODY! GOSHh.... madness... crazyyy... sIAOOO..

alright.. i had enough of screaming out my $%^&* in my heart. just BULLSHIT to come to this century. human being are so scary... ewwwww... ppl mind n heart are NOT always THINKING on the good side. EVIL!!!!! BOOOS. selfish.. greedy.. kiasu... hahahas... i bet everyone will have this mind set. don't bluff yourself. even me myself....at times i admit i am one too. hahas

okok... pics shall upload after this IT FAIR. hmmmmm today on my way home which is damn crowded... and JAM through out my journal home. GODNESS... took me more den an hour to reach home. Zzzz ok so glad tat my sis msg me and say faster come home. got PIZZA =)) hee... with that MSG... it pulled me out from that moodless ZONE. ahhahas i'm so happy tat i had such a caring and understand SIS. =)) thx ah jing =D best sis ever. hahas dntnoe if u do view me blog anot. hahas watever.... even if u do view. yes... just wanna say THANK YOU!! ahaha...

reached home gobbled up 2 slices of pizza =X hhaha... yummy.. thx to gugu.. she came over to our hs and treat us eat PIZZA. wahahaha... sorry wasn't at home to accompany your. bt i ate the pizza your left for me le. =D hee

yawnn..* i wish i could have more rest. still left with 47hours to end of my buzzzzz IT FAIR. nxt week will be another new plans and new schedule.
ok.. i'm off to bath n slp. sorry beat. i think i'm not staying up late today. no more energy left. i'm not robot. haha.. i ned rest =) nitex ^^ rest well. tml is another long day for us. same goes to kaisin, n yiqing. hahas drinks lots of water =)))

byes.

My mind's unweaving/ 11:35 PM