when darkness turns to light

Wednesday, July 02, 2008

i'm here again. =)

hmmm just reached hm. dntnoe y feel like finishing up all my project, n at least have some time to study cuming exams. HAIZ 1 more month left only! i'm so scared. feel so retard in this course. haiz.... cannot do a single module well. =(

i'm not like wat i am in the pass. things changed as i grow older. Though not a lot of changes, bt i did see some obvious changes in me. being a more out spoken person and not that much of slients. =) All along, i wish for is to build up my confident. =/ stop having this low self-esteem, and face problems that i'm facing. how should i deal with these problems of mine? haiz. forever ....... ...... feel so lousy.=( ok maybe its not a right time to talk about all this. =) come'on tan wei hwan!! BE A MORE POSITIVE PERSON.=D U CAN DO IT ALRIGHT! HAHA things will go on well as i live on. :)

haha yes. now wats goin on is DO my WORK!! finish as much as poss. i'm afraid of last min. =((
esp project. =S
erm... actually i oso wanna apologise to my dear charle angels. =/
SORRY beat n kaisin. just now i seems moody rite. So sorry to make ur feel so uneasy. haiz. dontnoe y i feel so moody and Bored just now. my brain just dnt work since morning. sigh.. still thought today i shld be able to sit down and do some work. BUT i failed to. =(( SORRY gals. i think its time to sit up n really buck up. if after school we got nth reali impt, can we stay bck n do some studying?? i'm afraid to slack all my way until week 16. Btw, thx to beat n kaisin again, thx for helping me in my IPnet just now. feel so stupid sia. =S din put in the effort in my work. or shld say i'm SLOW. =/ though i really hate e word SLOW. bt i admit i'm one. sigH.. =((
ok.

i will try harder. ^^
i'm here to say a big sincere THANK YOU to my dear classmates.... who are always there to help me out.
Esp my charle angels. <3
thx for being so patient with me. :)
of coz follow by my grp of gals in IT0707. <3
n SAR ~ zhisin ~ eric ~ hy ~ my laogong*victor ~ zy ~ n so on..... =))

haha... omg i seems like i'm awarded some superstar award n i'm here to thx ppl... BAHHAHA
ALRIGHT.. got a lot a lot more to say. . long list of words from the bottom of my <3

yup. tats all for today. i wanna go wash up n do my UI. i'm tired... bt i will try my best to endure til the end. =)

My mind's unweaving/ 8:22 PM