I was wrong to let you walk right out
of my life,
I was dumb to think that I could survive,
Was a fool to think the grass was
greener on the other side,
Now it hurts to know that it means
that I...

[Chorus]
I'll never love again (Never Never)
I'll never love again (Never Never)
I'll never love again (Never Never)
I'll never love again (Never Never)
I'll never find nobody who can love
me like you do
I'll never find nobody to treat me
the way you do,
I'll never find nobody else babe, hey
I'll never fall in love again eh,
I was stupid to think that any love
could compare,
To the love that you gave to me
from you,
Was a fool, yes a fool to think that
I'd find anywhere,
Anyone thats better for me than you...

[Chorus (Repeat Above)]

And now my heart is stone cold
because you've gone, gone away,
(away) gone away, (away)
And now my heart is stone cold
because you've gone, gone away,
(away) gone away, (away)
And now my heart is stone cold
because you've gone, gone away,
(away) gone away, (away)
And now my heart is stone cold
because you've gone, gone away,
(away) gone away, (away)
Gone away. [Echo....]

[Chorus]

I'll never find nobody who can love
me like you do
I'll never find nobody to treat me
the way you do,
I'll never find nobody else babe, hey
I'll never fall in love again eh,..

Labels: I'll never love again.

end may soon.

1 more month to go and I'm outta my "comfort zone". i don't know if that's really my comfort zone but i know i will have to start a new once end June arrives. time flies. i never thought sch so gonna start that soon! but like i say time flies~
whatever is coming will comes. whatever is done is done.

1 and a half years not reading or studying, i felt a little rusty in there. I'm also a little nervous to get myself back in school and attend lesson. sigh. i hope i can put in my best and not give up in anyway.

life become kinda meaningless when everything calms down. haha i always want a simple life but actually that is not exciting at all. you won't feel the extreme kinda feelings when you did or achieve something. there's only one advantage here, that is less stress less problems.

don't know why when all things had settled down, i missed those hectic life. i feel im wasting my youth, not exploring enough, not bringing myself to plan, to make life more happening!

21 now is already not a kid uh. this is really saddening. where are my future?! angsty* but no one to blame but myself. :(

my dream now is to turn back 20years. i wanna start a new. create a me that has confident and is knowledgeable.

well, said so much... nothing can be done anw. only to make a difference now and create a better future right? sigh.

hate to be myself when i don't know what i really want.

Labels: thoughts that i hope i could amend.

hello hello!

i miss my blog..

think i should not abandon it and visit it as much as i could.

life is so boring when it is a repeated routine everyday. Haven't been spending time out to do some hard work. i think it is time to make a difference in my life! get some sweat and work like a buffalo! mooooo!

full time is good but boring. part time is good too... but since i am still young, why not go and chuang yi chuang. hehe try all kinda different job and make life more fruitful :D

well well.. school not yet confirm. but i sincerely wish that things will go on smoothly and not bump into any nails at any point of time now. get a life soon!

lets check this out.. 1 or 2 months later... i see a different me.. ohyeah

I'm about to let my heart fly out of this Earth and stay put at Mars.should give a try and never come back.

i shall make new friends from Mars. & be a someone special there :D
have got new lifestyle, new friends, new environment.. so cool.
never gonna get back to such remorseful world again.

Labels: new life out of space

I can't take it anymore somehow. I know i can't have anymore. I feel like I'm being abandon，but no.. Is all abt how useless I am. Fuck tell me wat is the right way to handle such things?!
My heart is being hurted deeper each day.G
Been thinking too much? Expect too much?
I just want it that way. Isnt it right? I hate it when my heart sank n im feel like shit. So hopeless. So loser:(

Ahhhh.. I kind of want to end my life after ny 21st. I want to give up everything in me. I dntnoe how to overcome it.. Best way is to die off. I seriously hate how I am! Fucking timid! Arhhhhhh fuck fuck:(

Can anyone pls let me die??

Labels: It's a Torture:/

2010 has became a past.
yet the new arrival of 2011 has just began.

2011....
someone pls tell me what's so good about 2011? i don't have good feelings for 2011 at all. sigh. and can someone pls tell me why i don't feel good neither do i feel it's a fresh new year. :(

actually... i kinda realized it's the things i've to face in 2011 that got me so restless. what to do?
sighhh....

心一再地痛时，那会是不如任何的疼痛。
泪水一再地留下时，那会是无法能够控制的。
那当你想起自己很无奈时，没有任何人是能够逗你开心。
除了那个的你

明天会更好。希望是如此。

Labels: 2011

I hate my life.. I hate how I'm under control:( I hate how I need to live in such a restricted life.. I hate y I've to wake up so early every weekend! I hate y my wishes din come true! I hate how I have to face those consequence when i want to plan things on my weekends.. I hate the complain that we din help out.. I hate how much we do, ur still not satisfied! Coz its nv ending n nv enough! It hurts..
i hate this kind of life when I have got a big burden to consider before anything I want to do.. What is fair ?! Pls tell me.